LOST AGAIN

Pain hurts too much on the inside

Can't take this feeling

Just need some healing

Something ain't right

Losing my might

To tired to fight

And I don't know why

Too weak to try

If I never wake up then Maybe I'll be alright

Maybe I won't hurt all night

I don't wanna to die

But I don't wanna cry

Lately don't even know myself

Push away any body that would help

Tryna be the person I was

Cause now I live without a cause

Feels like am going through hell

So lost but no one could tell

Lately I don't even get the notions

Cause I get lost in my emotions

I'll do anything to numb the pain

Cause it drives me insane

Don't wanna hurt the same

Don't wanna hurt again

I lost people who once knew me

These sad thoughts consume me

Overthinking and assuming

And the pain keeps resuming

I don't know how am coping

Cause lately it's been choking

If I talk,they think am joking

Just cause I don't act like it

Doesn't mean I don't feel like shit

Maybe am just over thinking everything

Maybe this is all stuck inside my head

But it gets real,when I feel the tears I shed

As I lay lonely alone in my bed

I think am better off dead

It's like am invisible in my own skin

I could try to fight but I never win

And I can't think straight

Help before it's late

Am dieing in pains

It hurts in my veins

I hide my pain and mask with a smile

But staying busy only helps for a while

I wish that I could love myself

I never feel alright

I die at night

I never see the light

Maybe it's not bright

Or maybe I lost sight