Unexpected Moment

Stella's POV 

Is there a term for what I'm talking about?

Embarrassed and humiliated, flushed and uncomfortable, abashed and disconcerted, shamefaced and chagrined, awkward and self-conscious, agitated and sheepish, upset and discomposed, flustered and distressed are not sufficient emotions to describe the situation.

That is not how I am feeling right now, as I stand on inside of Alice's front door, attempting to figure out what is going on. Sebastian kisses me one second, and the next, he brings desires to the surface that I was completely unaware of. Essentially, he is exorcising one minute and then exorcising the next minute.

I'm getting out of his house.