My personal growths

I have growing up a wings but I can't enable to recognized them or use them for my personal flying around the world, there must be something holding my wings so could fly away but I wonder what could be that holding them, its so stuck and I can't operating my wings ' what is the reasons , Location? economic collapse? or someone holding me spiritually.

what is my final day to be unable to fly, I pushing everything to finalize my flying' it right time to fly higher and higher' am grown up already it's time landing on moon or somewhere in milky way galaxy'

I still looking for or find out what prevent me to doing it so' with all my efforts and energy but i still unable to fly to moon. I have to use my power this time to win my flying and I hope I can do it straight.

I also I admitted why do I show my little startup wings growths that must be reason holding me from flying because people lack of helps and also there trying to drag you down when you start claiming up or trying to fly away this reason holding me and I must coming out this year walking like Egyptian.

Grown man is what I see myself on the mirror' I can be doing every types of flying' I can be Leader, Manager, entrepreneur but between location or being drag is what is behind me for real' but I must overcome it this year' it's my year; personal developing of myself in career growth, leading Enterprise, am capable of those previous things.