Villainous Encounter
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Lucid dreaming, but to call it a dream is also wrong.
Because it was too real to be true....
From the varying degrees of bruises from blue to bluish violet, seemingly appearing out of thin air....
It wasn't just 'real', it was the 'reality'.
At first, I wasn't really scared. It's not like it's the first time for me to get injured, I was used to it.
But then in that 'dream' I met 'you' there, you were so young, at the young age of five to six year old, back then you were just skin and bones, just a little wimp.
I have all my plans straightened out, I don't have such plans in having a male lover, just me and my tombstone accompanying me in that lonely graveyard with no family insight.
But you melted the Ice in me, leaving me longing for your warmth.
And just when everything was perfect, with just you and me...You....forgot about me...
About our memories together, about everything.....
just like the snow in summer, your love for me melted just like that....
So I, the martyr uke, also chose to forget about you, about us....the 'dreams' we shared together, I'll forget it all...
Let's forget everything about us, about our love, all of it! let's forget each other, okay ?
My once beautiful dream, had become the nightmare of today....
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Knowing that this will be the end of me, my death happened even earlier than what the heavenly dao proclaimed.
Questions left unanswered, questions I have no recollections of, appeared in my mind.
Will you ever remember me? and never forget about everything that you promise? In that dream, is it another parallel world? If so, will I met you again?...Will you..love me...again..?
daoistredbead · Ost
