Murong Qian knew she wasn't a good person, the most malicious when she envied Murong Jiu for being able to marry Prince Ling as the Princess Consort.
At that time, she truly felt a strong sense of unwillingness.
Murong Jiu was plainly unattractive, so why did she receive Jun Yuyan's pity?
She herself was considered a Beauty from a modest family, yet Jun Yuyan never spared her a second glance.
She had risked everything for him, even getting secretly pregnant with a poor scholar, yet he didn't care at all, not even offering her the position of a Concubine or lesser.
Now when she thought back to when she accidentally saw Murong Jiu who had regained her beauty, she could only feel ashamed.
She simply couldn't compare to Murong Jiu.
That moment, she realized how ridiculous she was.
It was then that she noticed how good her impoverished scholar husband had been to her.