My Widow Professor – Part 1

I am Utkal Keshari Panda, aged 25 from Bhubaneswar. This all happened recently. My height, 5 ft, 6 inches with cock size, 6.5 inches and girth, 2.5 inches. I belong to a middle-class family. Our house consists of two people my dad and me.

My dad's name is Sovan Panda. He is a business person. He works a lot but never forgets me even in a hefty schedule. My mom died due to cancer when I was just 2 years old. So I sometimes miss my mom when I see my friend's mom with them.

I sometimes sob when I remember my mom. But God is merciful for giving me such a caring, loving dad. My dad takes care of every need of mine. But still, no one can take a mother's place.

My dad did not marry again. He was afraid that his 2nd wife wouldn't take good care of me. He raised me with very much love and affection. I was very close to my dad.

So let me come to my story again. I completed my +3 in botany Hons from a reputed college (basic science). Then I started looking for a job. Soon I got a job as a tuition teacher in a good institution. But after 2 years I realized that I should complete my higher studies and look for a good and healthy income job.

I applied for admission to a reputed college to study my MSc. Since I scored well in my earlier academy, I got my seat with ease. Here my life changed completely. To date, I never have had any girlfriend as I was a little shy to express my feelings.

Soon all my admission process completed and it was the first day of my college. As it was the first day of my college, I wanted to look handsome. As all, you know friends that the first impression is always the last.

I took a bath, wore my tight-fitting shirt, dark blue jeans with the Rolex watch on my hand, applied scent on my shirt, combed my hair, and came to the dining table. My father was having his lunch. When he saw me, he said, "Wow! Looking great, son, going to impress whom in your college?"

I didn't say a word, just blushed. Then I had my lunch, took my bike keys, and went to college. While I was going, my father wished me the best of luck. I was happy listening to that.

I entered college and went to the notice board to know about my classroom. After checking the list, I rushed to my classroom. While entering my classroom, I was checking on the girls. As all of you know on the first-day boys check who is a beautiful girl in the class and girls who is a handsome boy.

But I was very disappointed looking at all the girls. I did not find any girl attractive although there were many beautiful girls. But nobody touched my heart. I was very upset. I went to my seat with disappointment.

Soon it was the time for the lectures to start. Within no time the lecturer entered and started teaching us. I was feeling bored. Then soon it was our 30 minutes break time. I thought instead of going outside I should play games on my phone. So I started playing.

The bell rang and recess was over but still, I was on my phone. It was now time for the last lecturer to enter, and she entered. All greeted her but I was playing on my phone so I didn't see her. A few seconds after I kept my phone in my jeans and looked at my teacher.

Here was the shock waiting for me. I saw her, suddenly I was startled seeing her beauty. I felt as if somebody shot me in my heart with a 9 mm bullet. The pain was unbearable. She was looking like a woman in the late 20s. But later I came to know that her age was 38.

She had round, apple chin face had a dimple on her cheeks, with a small black mole on her lower part of her lip. It added more beauty to her lovely face. She was extremely fair with a voluptuous body. She had huge breasts that were sitting proudly on her chest. It was looking like mountains with a deep valley.

Her butt was round like balloon in shape. Her stomach was fully flat. She had right flesh at the right part. Her figure was probably 38-28-40. I took a photograph of her through my eyes. Any man would have an erection just looking at her.

The girls were just jealous. I also saw some of my classmates looking at her with lustful eyes. I was mesmerized. In my whole life, I was not attracted to any girl as I was now. Looking at her, I had an erection in my jeans. I had a feeling of something inexpressible. Butterflies were playing in my stomach.

Suddenly something distracted me, that was her white saree and white blouse which normally widows wear. Soon I got confirmed looking at her as she was not wearing mangalsutra, no sindoor on her forehead, even not a single bangle. I felt very bad for her as she was just so young and her husband was not with her.

I guessed how miserable her life would be. While I was thinking, I heard her voice for the first time. Her voice was like koel singing, very gentle, soft, as if while she was speaking honey coming from her mouth. Listening to her voice I was more and more attracted to her. She started to teach.

While she was teaching, I was only concentrating on her beautiful face and her assets. I was unable to hear anything. As if I was in another world. Suddenly I had my sense back when the last bell rang. Soon she stopped teaching and was going out of the class.

I thought to follow her, but within no time she went to the staff room. I waited outside of the staff room for a long time to get a glimpse of her. After waiting for more than an hour she came out of the room and started going to the auto stand near our university.

To follow to her house I went to the parking lot, took my bike and went to the stand. But I was disappointed since she was not there. I felt bad and soon I returned to my home.

As my dad was not at the house, I thought of watching porn. I changed to my regular dress and switched on my laptop and started to watch porn. While I was watching porn my teacher's face whose name I don't know was playing on my mind.

Soon I lowered my pant and started masturbating characterizing the people on porn as if my teacher and me. Within no time loads and loads of cum flowed from my 6.5-inches penis. In my life, I never have had such an intense orgasm. I was breathing very fast after the orgasm.

I wore my pant, switched off the laptop. Soon I felt tired and went to snooze. I woke up when my father called me for dinner. I freshened up and went to my dinner table to have my dinner. My father brought dinner from my favorite restaurant. While I was eating my father asked

Father – Beta Utkal how was your first day of college?

Me – (thinking of my teacher, got a little excited) Very fine dad.

Seeing my excitement,

Father – Glad you like your university.

Since I was excited, father again asked,

Father – Did you make any friend or a girlfriend?

Me – (little shocked) No dad it's just the first day of my college. I hardly talked with anyone.

Father – But it seems as if you got something. Something really special.

Me – No, dad nothing. It's just I liked my university. That's it.

Father – What did you like the most, dear? Girls? (winking at me)

Me – (with shock) What are you saying, dad?

Father – I was just playing with you. Ok, say what you liked.

Me – (after a pause) I…I…I liked the class; the university, hmm, everything, especially teachers.

Father – Teachers or teacher? (with an awkward smile)

Me – (stumbling) What? No, dad, I liked all my teachers. They are well experienced, supportive, loving, caring. Moreover, they teach us well.

Father – Oh really, beta?

But the way he said that it was a different way than he used to speak. I knew he had some doubt but he didn't ask me about that, again he said.

Father – Ok. Have your dinner and go to sleep.

Soon we had our dinner. After that, I said good night to him and went to my room. While I was on my bed, I was thinking of my teacher's beauty. Soon negative thoughts came to my mind. What am I doing lusting for my teacher? Knowing that she is a widow and she is older than me. I started feeling guilty.

I was not unable to sleep. I thought not to think of her but the moment I closed my eyes her face comes to my mind. I was restless. I just got up from my bed and started roaming in my house as a ghost. Suddenly my father saw me and asked.

Father – Son, what happened? You look tense?

Me – (with a frightened voice) No, father I was not feeling sleepy as you know I slept in the evening.

Father – Ok but roaming in the house is not the solution. Go and try to sleep.

Me – Ok, pa.

I went to my room. I was not able to sleep. So, I took my phone and started searching on the net about student-teacher relationships. It was 11.00 pm while searching. I came to know about Indian sex stories. There I saw many stories that were between the student and teacher.

I started reading for more than 4 hours. While reading, my guilt feeling was slowly reducing. I thought positively. I thought it's just society that made this kind of rule. It's just feeling a man has for a woman and vice-versa which is not controlled by anyone.

Every person has a right to choose her partner irrespective of sex, religion, caste, age, even if it is taboo. In fact, in our myth, many students had a relationship with their teachers. So why can't I? It's not affecting anyone, not even the community. The pain was unbearable thinking about her.

Finally, I took a strong decision to make my teacher mine and went to sleep.