Fanatic Novitiates

It felt strange, as though I was in a dream—but not even my dream. I saw everything that had happened, starting when the fanatical recruiter for the Dimension Governors had first approached me, from an outside perspective. I heard every word I'd said, to Chen Huan and to the fanatic, and I was honestly taken aback at how intimidating I seemed. 

Nothing about what was shown was wrong, though—I asked about benefits and responsibilities, they went ballistic that I didn't just accept immediately, I released my spiritual pressure, explained my perspective, and threatened him to get lost, he completely did not listen, Chen Huan subdued him, we both held off to give him one more chance, and he continued behaving arrogantly even in the face of death.