Chapter 38

AN: ugh... My semi-peaceful days are about to end... Busy week ahead.

I saw another DIY video on TikTok where the guy made paper from scratch and then I opened his account and saw him making shoes from scratch... Literally every part of it was from scratch... And then I thought, fuuuck... I'm going to die immediately if I get transferred to an uninhibited island... Or the medieval era.

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ROBIN'S ROOM

ROBIN'S POV

"Italy huh... You're hoping that you'll only be gone for a month... But you're not sure exactly how long you'll be gone, for whatever family business and discussions that you can't share with me for now..." Rosalie voiced out, repeating what I just told her with a frown.

The good thing is she wasn't having a panic attack anymore. It seems that the bond has been strengthened enough to stabilize her emotions and mind.

For a while, I kind of forgot the fact that Rosalie was still human, and went at it with her for almost four hours... I tried my best to restrain my strength to not break her, but I did go overboard with how many times I made her... Ehem...

I look all over her neck and collarbone... It wasn't covered all over, but there were still a number of hickeys and bite marks... The rest was covered by the blanket... But her body is covered in hickeys and bite marks... I worshipped the hell out of her at that time...

But now I'm troubled... How the hell are we going to cover them? I was able to have her stay overnight. I had Edward ask Mom to call Rosalie's mother and let her know she's staying overnight... But what about tomorrow? She can take home some of my turtle necks?... Scarves too... Scarves... I can tie her up with it... Huh? Wait... A weird thought got mixed in, but that would be so Ho-... Fuck, concentrate Robin!

[AN: I get it... Don't worry... °nods°🤭]

"I'm too tired and sore at the moment... But if you really want to... We can do it again after I rest a bit more..." She said while blushing shyly. She must've seen something in my expression.

*Do you think I only think about that kind of thing all the time?* I asked her with a pout.

"It was before, I might say NO... But after you've done all that to me mercilessly, not giving me time to rest... You just kept going and going... And-" I covered her lips with my hand to stop her from continuing.

My family is already home now, this girl might have forgotten that we weren't alone in this house, if I hadn't asked Edward to leave with Mom earlier, they would've heard her voice of pleasure.

I smirked mischievously at her.

*you shouldn't be too loud you know... We're not alone in this house... Have you forgotten? * I said teasingly.

Her eyes widened at the realization. Her face became completely red from embarrassment. No doubt remembering how loud she was earlier. She buried her face on her palms to hide her face in shame.

I hugged and patted her head to calm her down, while silently chuckling. She felt the shaking of my body and saw me being amused and chuckling at her right now, which made her angry.

"Why are you chuckling! They must've heard us! Me! OH, my God! How can I face Mrs.Cullen now... Your brother?! He was home too! Why didn't you remind me!" she was mad and was hitting my chest with her fist, it didn't hurt but I still acted like it did to placate my mate's mood.

I grabbed her wrist and leaned forward to shut her up with a kiss for a couple of seconds before releasing her wrists and ending the kiss, leaving her in a dazed state. Calmer.

*Relax, I was just teasing you. Mom and Edward left before we even started, and just came back a little while ago... Also... You're staying overnight... I asked Mom before to call you're home to let them know you're staying over tonight.* I tell her, fixing the strand of hair that fell down her face after.

My statement seemed to have woken her up from her daze and she sent me a glare, which didn't scare me, because it looked cute to me. I chuckled a bit more from her reaction. And she just scoffed at me. Then her face showed a confused expression.

"Wait, I'm staying overnight? Since when?" she asked dumbfounded by the new information.

I sat up and the blanket covering me slid down, exposing my torso, making her flustered and look away.

How can my girlfriend be this cute?! Waaaaah!

I slid an arm under her knees and an arm behind her and carried her with the blanket towards the full body mirror which made her yelp from surprise, I'm not sure if she was surprised by how easily I carried her or just by the action itself.

I put her down and made her face the mirror.

*Do you think you can come home looking like this?* I told her with a mischievous smirk.

She was confused at first and did not see what I was hinting at, but when she finally faced the mirror and really looked at what her body's state was...

"Robin!" she leaned towards the mirror to look closely at her neck and collarbone and was in total disbelief.

I grinned and pulled off the blanket she was holding onto to cover her body to expose more of the proof of our previous activity, but she was able to hold onto it at the last second and managed to at least keep her lower body covered.

*You're covered from head to toe...* I said with a smug smile.

[AN: hmm... Kinda being annoying... 😐 If I was her I'd smack your inconsiderate ass]

"Oi! This is no joke! What's with that face!" She hit my arm a couple of times and I just let her, laughing inside, amused.

"How am I going to face my family or anyone tomorrow! Oh my God..." She was panicking a bit.

I started to feel a little bad... Just a tiny bit, for some reason, I find her panicking and teary look cute... This is bad... I shouldn't enjoy teasing her this much right?

I held her by the shoulders firmly, made her make eye contact with me, and started to guide her in doing a breathing exercise to calm her down. Which seemed to work, but she still had this worried look and was now pouting and glaring at me for wronging her this time.

*We can do something to remove the hickey on your neck and collarbone. Don't worry... We'll remove the ones that can be covered by your normal clothes.* I assured her with a grin.

She gave me a doubtful look which hurt my pride a bit, but I let it go because I was in the wrong for doing a bit too much and forgetting to be careful. I was too engrossed in marking her as mine.

[AN: Are you a freaking dog? Huh?! 🙄]

*Wait for me a bit here ok. I'm going to get some things to help in getting rid of it* I tell her, then got dressed quickly as humanly possible. And went out.

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KITCHEN

I went straight to the refrigerator to get some ice, since putting a spoon there for a couple of minutes would take too long, so I decided to soak it in iced water to make it quicker.

"Here, I already soaked it for you." My Mother suddenly spoke from behind me, looking at me with raised eyebrow but a glint of amusement could be seen in her eyes.

*thanks Mom... * I couldn't look her straight in the eyes, I was too embarrassed by the fact that she knew what we just did, and under her own roof too. Ugh...

Even if we were a very open and close-knit family... Even if my mom is very cool... Your parents knowing that you did the deed is still embarrassing... Hence, the full-blown blush I had now.

I heard my mother laugh at me, clearly having fun teasing me right now.

"Remember to be careful next time, you shouldn't leave marks that will be visible for others to see... Unless that's your intention?" She said with a teasing tone.

*MOM! I didn't do it intentionally! I was just in the moment and wanted to-...* my eyes widened when I realized that she almost made me spill out more information.

[AN: Mothers can be scary, they can use Jedi mind tricks on you 😶]

She laughed louder at my expression but quickly gave me a tray with a glass of iced water with a spoon, and a bowl with warm water and cloth.

"Go, dinner will be ready in 30 mins, you can get it here later for both of you. I'm guessing that your mate won't be comfortable eating with the rest of us for now, but do tell her that it's fine, and we didn't hear her." She grinned. "But you do have to air out the whole house afterwards, and decide if you want to keep the bed cover" She laughed at my clueless expression while going on her merry way to continue cooking.

I understood the airing out part, but the bed cover? Huh?

[AN: seriously 🙄 you have a very powerful mind... But you one dum dum B]

I decided to check after going back. I took the tray back to my room where I found Rosalie sitting down, on the bed, still just covered in a blanket, I inhaled the scent in the room, and it smelled like sex, mixed with our natural scent...

As expected, she has this flowery scent... Roses.. But the same as how it was usually described in the stories, she also had this tart-like cranberry or pomegranate smell... The one thing different was the rubber oil... I'm guessing it's because she hasn't started her obsession with cars yet. I kinda hope she will still pick up that hobby because It'll be a hot scene to see her working on them... Aaaah...

While I was taking in her scent, I got a whiff of something familiar... Yet new... Blood...

My eyes widened, did I hurt her?! I quickly put down the tray on the table beside my bed and went to her quickly to check on her.

*Are you hurt? Did I hurt you? Does it hurt anywhere? I'm so sorry... * I said then tried to look all over her body, but she stopped me.

She frowned in confusion and held my hands firmly to calm me down.

"I'm ok, I'm tired, and covered in hickeys and bites... but I'm fine. What's gotten into you?" She asked worriedly, letting go of my hand so I could answer her.

*I smelled blood when I got back. I didn't notice before... But I just noticed now... Are you sure you're ok?* I asked again to make sure.

Her eyebrows furrowed for a few seconds, staring at my worried face. Then her eyes changed to an understanding look, then she chuckled.

She scooted a bit to the edge of the bed before removing the part of the blanket on the bed cover.

Ah... Ok... Uhm... I forgot about that too... Huh... Laugh at me... Go ahead... Ugh...

[AN: I won't. 🤭 Kiyooo... Robin moeeee... Aho...]

I covered my face with my palms, embarrassed at how stupid I was, I remembered my mom's words... Ugh. I knew it was possible to happen too... I just forgot and my mind was pretty distracted ok...

"Why are you the one acting like this when I'm the one that bled..." She said laughing.

"Come here," she said while pulling me towards her, hugging me for a bit before prying my hands from my face to look at my flushed face and pout.

"ah, how come I only this side of you now... I didn't know you could be this adorable" She held my face... pecking my forehead, cheeks, nose, and then my lips... Then pinching my cheeks.

I removed her hands and glared at her for teasing me. It's entirely possible to forget about that if you're having sex with the same gender ok... It's not a common thing. I think...

I guess it didn't help that I was also pouting while glaring at her, she just laughed at me.

I let out a sigh and smiled back at her, I can't resist letting it go when she's laughing so heartily in front of me... She's so beautiful... If my being stupid for a moment makes her laugh... I can let it go...

[AN: So cheesy... Cringe... Bruh... Tf... 🙈]

I got up and started to help her get rid of the visible hickeys and bite marks, and she just went along with it. Good thing that they were still fresh, so they can still be easily fixed, the bite marks aren't really a problem, since I didn't actually break skin, it's more like an indent, which will disappear in a few hours.

She was watching me work amused, and I was concentrating when I suddenly felt a shift in her mood. I bit my lip and tried to ignore it, I continued to just focus on my work.

"So... Seems like you're used to this... Been with so many women, leaving so many hickeys, that you learned how to get rid of them huh... Good for you..." Her tone was cold and sharp. I got goosebumps.

I heard my mother, brother, and father laughing from where they were.

Oi oi oi! don't laugh! Help me! Oh past me, why?! Why were you so stupid?!

[AN: hue hue hue... Who told you to play around? 🤭]

I felt her glaring at me, trying to dig holes in my head. There was nothing I could say to refute... So I chose to be quiet. Which actually worked, since she gave up and I felt her stare at the proof of her lost chastity on the bed.

"How come you didn't let me touch you too?... You kept stopping me... And distracting me..." She asked while looking at me again.

I was already done a while ago but was just trying to avoid her earlier question. So I now set aside the tray and faced her.

How can I tell her that I was afraid that I'd hurt her if she took my virginity?

Are you all confused? Think... It's kind of easier for male vampires to have sex with human females, there's workarounds, the women can be on top, or the one moving, or they can just simply control the strength of their hips... Even if they came, it's no problem... But imagine how it is for a female vampire? The inside of her lady bits can crush whatever body part her human partner slides in there... Yes, you can learn to control it, to a certain extent, I believe I can control my strength, but I don't trust myself to be able to control it whilst I'm in the heat of the moment... Especially when I reach it... Ugh...

Your gonna suggest just having her eat me out? That's a bit more doable... But I still can't fully trust myself to not crush her with my thighs when I get into it...

That's why I did my best to give her the best first time... And tire her out so she won't have the energy to do me. It's not that I don't want to... I just can't, not yet...

*It's not that I don't want to... There's this thing that I need to do or something that needs to happen before I can give it to you...* I tried to explain.

"Wait... Give me? Are you still a virgin? What about all those women you've been with?" She asked wide-eyed in disbelief.

*I did them... And other stuff... But I didn't let anyone take it.* I said while smiling sheepishly... Why am I embarrassed to confess that I was still technically a virgin?

Her eyes shone, and she was clearly happy with this new information.

"So... Uh... You did not want them to take it... Do you also not want to give it to me?" she asked nervously.

*No! I mean Yes! Yes, I want to give it to you, but I need to do something first... It's something really important, for our future, so we can be together forever...* I replied, no doubt that Rosalie didn't get that I meant forever literally.

Her eyes softened, and looked at me lovingly.

"Is it the reason you're going to Italy...?" she asked hopefully and worried.

*Not all... But it's a big part of it. When I come back, I have to tell you a lot of things, and it will shape our relationship and future together... You might change how you see me, or get mad at me... But please remember that I love you... And I won't do anything to intentionally harm or hurt you... Whatever you decide after hearing it all, I'll accept it... And I mean it when I say this... I was born in this world to meet you and love you... To make you happy... So please trust me ok?* I looked at her with a worried and hopeful expression. I was hoping she'd accept this for now and wait for me to come back.

She let out a sigh and shook her head... It got me worried that she wasn't accepting what I just said... But she suddenly leaned towards me and engulfed me in a hug.

"Come back as soon as possible ok? Don't you dare cheat on me with some Italian girl over there" she whispered into my ears.

I chuckled and hugged back... This is sweet, I love it... A lot. She's so cute.

"If you do cheat... I'll know, and I'll hunt you and whoever that whore was down to the ends of the earth..." she added, and it sounded like she was saying it while smiling.

I felt a chill run down my spine... And I gulped.

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AN: Is it TMI? Well, I always thought about this when I read them having sex in the FF... So I included it. Why not? Nobody explored it before, at least none from what I've read so far.

We're going to Italy! Wooo! Watcha think will happen? Any ideas?

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