Detestable

"Not bad. Since you started to cultivate, then during this moment he is away, shouldn't you sharpen your training and be of use to him? If you can't even protect yourself, then forget about repaying back to him. Instead, you'll just become a burden on his shoulder." 

"...!!!"

"Me? A burden for him?" Bai Yunxian murmured. 

It's something that he didn't want to happen, not even in his darkest dreams.

"Then hold up your sword and train, until you become someone worthy to stay by his side."

"I'll do it." Bai Yunxian seemed determined as he looked down on the sword, reflecting himself.

Chi Yan understood why Bai Yunxian acted like this. It's been almost a week since Yun Shu left for the battlefield, and they didn't get a single letter delivered after her departure.