245 Bocchi's feelings and Everyone learns about Allen's huge harem.

*Bocchi's POV*

Do you believe in destiny?

Was my destiny always lonely? Would there be an apocalypse if I stopped being Bocchi?

(Bocchi = lonely)

I remember is while other children chose who to play with, I thought:

"Is it okay for someone like me to be chosen?"

Thinking that, I ended up alone. I was the solitary girl who exchanged her lunch with the teacher on field trips. I was the girl who didn't join clubs. I was the girl who always went home early.

The notifications on my phone were always messages from my parents or discount coupon alerts.

That's me... My name is Hitori Goto...

Sometimes I think I should change but when I try to speak, I always stutter and look away.

The typical life of an introvert...

Years later I tried to change and this time for real but my world was broken.

...

Suddenly, I woke up in a strange world, surrounded by unfamiliar people, far from my only refuge... my family.

I'm just an ordinary girl... I was terrified... I was desperate.

I just wanted to wake up from this nightmare, but I was fooling myself; deep down, I knew it wasn't a dream. I'm not a strong girl. Honestly, I'm quite cowardly.

Someone like me isn't meant to go to an isekai and defeat the Demon King. I'd be killed by the first slime. I almost gave up... no, I gave up from the beginning.

Until I met him...

I'm ashamed to say what I felt when I was near him. I'm embarrassed to say that all my anxiety disappeared. I feel ashamed that even far from everything I know, I thought I'd be okay. I feel bad about depending on a stranger.

What kind of god would do something like kidnapping people and sending them far from their homes?

I grabbed my chest... My heart seemed to want to explode.

Mother... Father... Hitori is a bad girl; instead of worrying about going home immediately, my mind can't stop thinking about knowing more about that person.

*End of POV*

...

Bocchi lay on her futon (bed) in her room, although it wasn't her real room, of course. But all her things were there, even the scent of wood and lavender that Bocchi had in her room that day.

Unfortunately, upon opening the door to leave, the illusion shattered; she wasn't home, her mother, father, and younger sister weren't there. Bocchi was lost in a strange world, full of madness... A girl like her wouldn't have been able to adapt, that's why Allen paid special attention to Bocchi, this would make Rebecca and 2B jealous, so Allen will have to give them some compensation.

As for Nokotan... she's a special case.

Bocchi looked at her hands; she was no longer normal, and she knew it. However, the powers she might possess were something she cared little about at this moment.

Bocchi hugged her father's guitar, even this guitar was a replica despite having the marks that Bocchi made when she dropped it sometimes.

"Can I trust him?" Bocchi asked herself symbolically, but her tightly closed lips, her slight blush, and dilated pupils betrayed her embarrassment at even being able to doubt even a little in a stranger's promise.

"Hitori, you're silly!"

Allen promised to take her to his world, and she immediately believed him. It was true; Allen would take her to his world. But Bocchi can't forget how easily he gave in to Allen's words.

"Mm!" Bocchi rolled on her futon, then buried her head in her pillow.

"Bocchi-chan, let's play!!"

"What?!" Bocchi jumped when a girl entered her room, wearing a swimsuit and sunglasses.

"Y-you are..."

"NuN, I'm Kanoko Noko! You can call me Bocchi-chan!" Bocchi saw Nokotan glow, it was not a metaphor, the deer girl had a golden glow around her.

"Huh? But I'm Bocchi..."

"Nununu~," Nokotan said seriously, stroking a mysterious old man's fake beard. "Nuun you saw through my joke as expected of Bocchi-kun!".

"What's wrong with this girl?" Bocchi couldn't stand someone like Nokotan for long and began to fade. But Nokotan opened her own head and took out a spray, spraying it on Bocchi, who immediately snapped out of the trance and remained there.

"You won't escape, Bocchi-chan~" Nokotan's horns grew and advanced like snakes toward Bocchi, who started turning blue with fear.

"Stop."

Allen entered and picked up Nokotan like a cat. Interestingly, Nokotan was the size of a cat when Allen picked her up.

"Sorry, Bocchi." Allen smiled apologetically.

Bocchi lowered her head and sat in seiza in front of Allen without looking at him. "Th-thank you. Don't b-bother with her; I'm just very bad at interacting with o-others."

"Bocchi-chan, I love you!" Nokotan was happy that Bocchi didn't hate her.

"I didn't plan to. This girl is silly, but she means no harm."

Bocchi looked up to find Allen's eyes.

'It's strange... I have no problem looking this person in the eye...' thought Bocchi.

Bocchi lowered her head, not out of fear but out of embarrassment. Allen talked to both girls and told them what was allowed and what wasn't. If they needed anything, they could tell him.

Allen gave them two phones that worked in this world and told them they could reach him whenever they wanted...

Bocchi was worried about being a nuisance; Allen reassured her since money was something he didn't lack right now, which wouldn't have been the case a month ago. But his salary as Arkham's director, as an Auror, as a Hogwarts professor, his income as a content creator, and all the money Gwen and the two Emma made ensured money was no longer a concern.

Bocchi stayed in her room after whispering thanks.

...

Bocchi is a special case because she and Nokotan didn't die in their worlds.

This left Allen amazed; he always thought that the character in question had to die in their world to become a doll. However, Bocchi didn't die; she claims to have fallen into a hole and suddenly found herself here.

Allen also noticed that, unlike the other girls, Bocchi didn't see her memories.

It seems that both Bocchi and Nokotan are a different type of girl dolls. This only raises more unanswered questions, and the worst part is that one clue about how the doll system works has been broken; now Allen can expect any waifus to appear as dolls even if they never died in their world.

This could be bad...

Another important topic in Allen's mind was the unique condition of each doll. Each girl arrives with a different amount of memories that she gains from Allen and a different amount of time before she can awaken.

*Allen's POV*

I sat at my desk with Nokotan in my lap

She pulled a brush from her head and handed it to me. I suppose she wanted me to brush her... it was a horse brush, but I won't say anything.

At the same time, I looked at the insults from my viewers; they were upset because I took too long.

"I fell asleep..."

Of course, I wasn't going to reveal that I was in bed with a beautiful MILF. I know these sons of b****es well enough to know they wouldn't stop bothering me all week.

I started talking with everyone while I brushed Nokotan, but the system cameras did not show it. The main topic was the sex dolls, many realized that the girls matched the number of sex dolls I had accidentally ordered, and well, it wasn't hard to figure out.

The only detail was that they thought I used my powers to make the dolls move, but they were actually the original waifus from other worlds.

The amount of screaming around the world was so much that it even made the news.

- [Neighbors called the police after a twenty-five-year-old man screamed at the top of his lungs about his hatred for God or something like that.]

- [Parents worried about their son found him crying in the shower, almost similar reports are coming in from all over the world, mostly from men aged fifteen to thirty-five.]

I should feel sorry hearing this news, but honestly, I felt more sorry for the cockroach that MJ crushed in a panic attack this morning.

Certainly, if you think about it with just the lower head, it's an enviable situation, but my situation includes having bad things.

I talked with my Chat while my head was filled with thoughts about the dolls...

Rebecca and Esdeath are dolls with a small amount of knowledge about me. Rebecca and Esdeath didn't know my face until we met.

From what Rebecca told me, she didn't see my memories, neither did Esdeath, or she wouldn't have rebelled so extremely.

On the other hand, 2B and Artoria received a lot of my memories. I don't know to what extent, but 2B knows a huge amount of information about me. Artoria hasn't spoken about it, but I can assume from her affection and loyalty stats that she might have seen even my childhood.

Why?

Why is there such a difference between girls who have Rebecca and Esdeath who do not have Artoria and 2B or vice versa?

Maybe it has to do with their deaths?

Rebecca was murdered by Adam Smasher while trying to protect her friends.

Esdeath died after losing a fight against Akame, the protagonist of her world.

2B was destroyed. It's nothing unusual, the YoRHa units use self-destruct as a resource, only instead of returning to base and getting a new body, she crossed over to where I was.

Artoria existed in a singularity that shouldn't have existed. She is the result of a "What if" where Bedivere, her last knight, did not return Excalibur to the lake, so she couldn't die and created an alternate timeline where Artoria wandered the world until she ascended to divinity.

After a battle, Bedivere returned the sword to Artoria, and with it, her memories. However, Artoria didn't deny her actions or regret them; she believed her way was a means to save humanity.

Artoria stood in a collapsing castle and she perished with the singularity.

[Host, could it be emotional attachment??]

Emotional attachment?

That's right! Artoria and 2B lacked little attachment to their previous world; one was because she left everything in the hands of others and accepted her fate, and the other simply had no reason to exist in that world without humans.

Wait, Rebecca might be emotional, but she was also mature; she accepted that her world was crap, and her death was something that just happens.

Esdeath accepted her death because she was weaker than Akame.

[Longing, admiration... unrequited love...]

Certainly, both Rebecca and Esdeath fell in love with unrequited love.

[Love? Perhaps their feelings prevented them from having a deeper connection with the host from the beginning.]

But there's a detail... Bocchi didn't receive any memories or knowledge, and as far as I know, she doesn't have any romantic attachment.

[Bocchi and Nokotan are special cases because they didn't die; perhaps that's why they didn't form a stronger connection and didn't receive memories from the host.]

Nokotan claims to have memories of mine, but when I asked her, she said she had forgotten them. Wednesday received some knowledge but not too much.

My head hurts with the topic of the girls... in the worst case, I'll end up with a Yandere girl like Yuno Gasai with no respect for me.

[The fact that dolls receive memories is very convenient because it saves them from an existential crisis and the panic of not knowing their situation. It also allows dangerous girls to know your power and not attempt anything crazy like Makima. Besides, they would know your nature beforehand and would be more likely to trust you.]

Yeah...

...

[Jealous people are not aware that if it were them Makima would kill them on sight.]



...

The Chat went from anger to confusion, and they relatively accepted reality. However, many people were speechless upon hearing how absurd Allen's situation was.

McDragon - *This guy has his eyes rolling back as if he has lost his mind.*

PercyJ - Hey, Dragon buddy, why do you keep coming here if it only makes you suffer?

Rick - Big deal, once I had an orgy with a hive mind formed by billions...

Gwen - A hundred... *Gwen sighs, thinking about the future...*

MJ - *MJ already knew and is unaffected; in fact, she's laughing.*

Felicia - *Felicia is unfazed due to her strong mentality; she already made her decision to be with you knowing what kind of womanizer you are.*

Natasha - *Natasha feels jealous, but for now, the previous pleasure has put her in a good mood.*

Diana - *Diana is smiling; compared to thousands of Amazonian women who want you, a hundred dolls are nothing.*

Emma Frost - *Emma Frost is planning what to do in the future to keep away gold-digging witches.*

Nikky - *Nikky has her mouth open in surprise, pinching herself unable to believe what she heard.*

Rogue - *She is banging her desk, more out of anger at the possibility that she has no chance as an isolated and dangerous girl compared to naturally beautiful anime women.*

Ruby - *Ruby is holding back immense anger while smiling like a movie villain.*

Maria Hill - *Maria is smiling while there are pieces of a coffee cup on the floor that she broke upon learning that ninety witches are vying for Allen's life.*

Ivy - *Ivy insults you in twenty different ways for being a pervert.*

Harleen - *She has a notebook in hand, jotting down several things, probably trying to figure out what's wrong with your head.*

Raven - *Raven is silent, saying nothing, but Robin and Kid Flash immediately left the building.*

Kara - *Kara smashed a statue in anger and is being scolded.*

Barbara - *Barbara is worried about another issue, but being an intelligent woman, she believes not all these women will be part of your harem.*

Starfire - *Starfire sees no problem; she believes that being such a strong and incredible man, something like this was to be expected.*

Donna - *She went to train, seemingly intent on defeating all the dolls.*

Emma W - No opinions. She has been your lover from before and has no intention of stopping.

Megan - Same as Emma; she has no intentions of leaving you.

Artemis (Goddess) - *She does not believe she has the moral standing to express an opinion since her pantheon has a very bad reputation.*

Artemis (Bana-Mighdall) - *She is jealous, but like Diana, she knows thousands of her sisters desire you, and a hundred dolls aren't that many.*

Hestia - *She calls you a pervert and is hitting a pillow with your face.*

Athena - *She's chuckling softly, not surprised.*

Aphrodite - *She has stupid thoughts like dying to be reincarnated like you doll.*

Hippolyta - *She's drinking tea, unaffected.*

Antiope - *She's practicing with her sword, also unaffected.*

Harley - *She's genuinely jealous.*

Tearju - *She's looking at the screen with concern, but her thoughts seem focused on something else.*

Allen observed the various reactions from the Chat, especially from the girls close to him, ranging from anger to jealousy. He could excuse himself and say they're not his women, and just because they appear in his world doesn't mean he'll have a relationship with them.

But considering his dynamics with each girl and how they ended up, he can't deny it.

Simply put, the condition where an anime waifu shows up at your door and you're obligated to interact complicates the situation. Add to that Allen's knack for getting involved with almost every woman he meets...

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A/N: Certainly, nothing ensures that all waifus have a relationship with Allen.... Who am I kidding? The claws of the bean sprout are powerful.

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