Xiao Qiu, You Are Not A Man

"If, in the future, they betray me or stop standing by my side, I won't blame them. It's not that I have a kind heart, but in the face of danger, they have their loved ones to protect. They cannot implicate their loved ones just because of me alone, right? I'm the same as them."

"I have never wished to implicate my loved ones' safety. It's not a funny joke to be killed and tortured by everyone from around the world. Even when I think of when that time arrives, I'm also scared. Look, my hands are shaking." She was serious. She showed him her shaking hands.

But only she knew clearly that the shaking hands were not the fear of being killed by everyone but the fear of seeing her others kill her loved ones in front of her. The fear of losing her life means she won't be able to see everyone again. The fear that after she was gone, they would hurt her loved one.