Feel guilty

Georgina's POv

weak, powerless, a shattered heart, an empty soul, and a mind wandering everywhere, I feel like I just want to die. I never imagined there would be no fetus in my womb anymore, like something lost, a dream only remains a dream, and suddenly I remember how I once testified to the presence of a baby in my womb.

"Now you're gone without me trying to get rid of you, but why? You know, mommy wanted you so much, are you angry with mommy's previous attitude? Do you want to punish Mommy? Or maybe you're sad because you also wanted to live?" I wondered while caressing my belly, imagining how I used to insist on aborting it, even feeling so regretful for often hitting the baby even if it was just behind the belly. "Maybe you told God that you didn't want a mother like me... maybe you were afraid of getting real blows when mommy was angry at your daddy... Forgive Mommy...."

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