understand what she wants

Leonardo's POV

when we arrived on the plane and rested in our respective seats, I glanced at Georgina who was sitting beside me drinking the hot tea she ordered earlier. She looked weak, and lethargic, even though before that she was fine and had even made a clarification as if to clear my name from the image of a rapist.

"Are we going to your parents' mansion?" she asked, turning to me.

"um... yeah." I nodded awkwardly. ."Because after this I'll be busy so I can't leave you alone in my apartment…so it's better to stay at the mansion for a while until I'm not too busy."

"I hope your problem is solved and that no business partner takes their shares from your company again," she said worriedly.

I nodded, then looked at her who was staring at the window. "thank you ... your clarification will help me later. whether they will continue to break off cooperation or not, what you do means a lot to me. at least I don't know myself as a rapist anymore," I said.

she immediately turned to me. "I did have to say that and you don't have to thank me... because you're not a rapist after all!" she said firmly.

"Yeah..." I nodded.

"Your crazy idea to cover up my mistakes did help me but it made things worse and maybe even your family's reputation got tarnished too... I can't let that happen while I'm also wrong," she said then looked at me seriously. "And I don't..know why you act like you have to keep protecting me without caring about yourself as if this marriage is just a responsibility... you just always make me comfortable, and obey my wishes without you showing you want me, Then how can we love each other?"

I was dumbfounded, didn't expect her to say this, I mean she wants me to show her what I want? is this about the first night or something?

"If you are interested in me and want this marriage to last forever, don't upset me too much," she said again.

"um... sorry," I reply awkwardly. "I thought you hated me."

"That means you have to try to make me happy or comfortable around you, not even do things that I don't like, that women don't like so that I hate you even more!" she reconfirmed then drank her warm tea.

"What is it about last night?"

"You think!"

I thought, last night she came up to me wearing nothing but sexy clothes, then talked about the first night's expectations. Maybe last night she also wanted it?

"I felt like I had the worst first night... and that I will never forget and that will never change either," she said.

"Does that mean... you wanted me last night?" I asked carefully.

she looked at me in horror.

"I also want that but I'm afraid you'll be angry. Especially when you say you're tired... I just..."

"you stupid!" she hissed, then turned away.

I sighed, trying to be patient and calm, but now I know that she wants me. there was hope for us to be together forever, make out like any other couple, then have a baby, it would be perfect.

"I think you don't know how to make a girl happy," she said again. "I'm no longer just a student who is doing an internship, I'm no longer just a daughter of a friend of your parents... I'm your wife. You know how to treat your wife... even your wife is pregnant with your child," she continued without..turned to me.

I smiled faintly, happy that she wanted attention from me.

"Don't worry, I won't abandon you," I said.

"You know even a handler has to be patient to face the beast he keeps because he doesn't want that beast to continue to be a beast and hurt him, he learns to make her love him... it's like you have to face your wife who doesn't love you yet, not even love at all. make her comfortable not just with attention that can be done by her mother her father or even her siblings, Hope you know what your wife wants," she said again, then closed the cup of tea and put it on the table. after that, he lay down in the same position and turned her back on me. "I am going to sleep now ..."

"Okay, you need to rest," I said, working up the courage to reach out my hand and stroke her hair.

suddenly she turned to me.

"Don't use body language on the plane," she said.

"Body language?"

"Um… forget it…" he immediately looked away.

I frowned, not understanding her body language. And the previous explanation was as if she wanted me to pamper her in bed, but she didn't say it directly.

.'Walking up to me in my bra and underwear, giving a massage... it's like she wants me to touch her... but is it real? She wants me to do it? I think she's pregnant and she should...'

'No way...' I smiled, finding it a conclusion. 'That means she wants a beautiful first night, romantic, and he wants to love me... this is cool... even she wants to kiss me in public, paparazzi...'

"Why are you smiling so?"

The question distracted me. I turned to Georgina who tilted her head toward me...I don't know why, her eyes make me even more nervous.

"You idiots!"

"Sorry..."

"I just don't understand... why is there a guy like you," she said.

"What is wrong with me?" I ask.

"Sometimes you're nice, sometimes you're annoying, sometimes you're like a romantic... but you say we have to act romantic in front of our family. Why do you always say that? Don't you do it sincerely, is it just a fake? For example the kiss at the altar ?" she wondered lazily.

"Well..." I sighed. "I mean it...you should know that, but I was afraid you'd act as hateful to me as usual, so I said that..."

"Really?"

"Yeah... I like kissing you," I said hopefully, looking at her beautiful lips, really made me want to kiss her again, like last night when we danced in front of family and relatives.

"I hate you, but I hate it even more if you're stupid or like you think this marriage is just a responsibility... then what's a prenuptial agreement for?"

"No no no!" I shook my head. "I don't think this marriage is just a responsibility... that's not right!"

she chuckled, confusing me.

"You like me," she said.

"Um..." I blushed.

"Then why are you annoying?" she asked.

"Uh... I... I don't know," I said nervously, for some reason now I'm like a real idiot, I don't dare look her in the eye. could I fall in love?

"Okay..." she turned her back on me. ."I know my husband loves me... now I just have to wait for him to give me his sweet first night."

"Are you waiting for that?" I ask.

She was just silent, and now I know, she wanted a surprise, she wanted us to be like any other newlyweds. .huh, this will be homework for me, I hope the problem is solved soon so I don't make her wait too long.

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