are you worried about me

01.00 pm Finally I was able to return to the room after participating in family negotiations to discuss my wedding plans. sometimes I still don't think that I will be his wife and I have to forget my dream to live with Sebastian.

suddenly I missed him so much but my heart also hurt when I remember that he refused to help me, he even suggested I abort this baby, he is such a heartless man.

Drett..., dirt...

My cell phone rang on the table near the bed, I immediately took it and saw an incoming call from one of my college friends, Rebecca.

"Rebecca, I think there is an important reason for you to call me at this time," I said.

"And the reason is very strong!" Rebecca replied, her voice sounding enthusiastic. "You have to see Sebastian's post. He's crazy. I don't know if what he said is true or not, but one thing for sure he seems to be spreading hoaxes!"

"umm ..." I suddenly worried and curious. "I don't know... I just got on my phone... I've been busy with my parents... they came here and of course, we chatted with the McCartneys."

"Okay, whatever your reason is, the most important thing is that post now!"

"Um, OK." without disconnecting the phone, I immediately checked Sebastian's post and found the latest post which was my photo but the second slide was a photo of a broken heart. I also read the caption which immediately made me feel like I couldn't breathe, and it got worse when there were lots of comments.

"Oh my God ..." my lips trembled, I never thought he would make a post like this.

"do you hear me?"

"Yes I hear you, Rebecca," I said with tears in my eyes.

"Is it true that what he said in the post happened to you?"

I slowly nod because there's no point in covering this up. In the end, I'm going to get married soon but I don't like the way Sebastian spreads this disgrace.

"Georgina?"

"yes Rebecca, what he said is true... I'm pregnant" I said, embarrassed, I was so embarrassed. "but it's not because I'm a victim of rape... that's completely untrue... this is purely my fault and Leonardo isn't as bad as he says in that post... Leonardo lied to him by saying that he raped me because he didn't want Sebastian or my family to hate me..."

"oh my god... but that post makes you feel like a victim and Leonardo like a jerk... it could damage his reputation, and this post has also been spread in our faculty groups... someone took a screenshot then posted it in the group," Rebecca explained this makes me feel more claustrophobic, I can't imagine How I will see my friends, see my Professor, I'm so ashamed of them...

"They regret this happening to you because now you are doing an internship... but one of the lecturers made a statement that he would still let you finish the internship or whatever... he didn't want your pregnancy to affect your education," Rebecca explained again.

.I wiped my tears while shaking my head. "No... I don't think I can. I can't meet our friends or the lecturers... I'm so embarrassed!"

"You mustn't be embarrassed...don't let yourself drop your apprenticeship or do your assignments just because of this...don't let you decide to end your education just because of this, because you will have to start over again and it will be difficult..."

"I don't know Rebecca ... I'm so dizzy!"

"Okay then in the meantime I'm going to ask the admins to immediately delete that photo from our faculty groups... and I'm going to ask friends not to make fun of you for this because all they know is you're a victim!"

"Yeah... do whatever you can to help me... I'll be busy with wedding preparations... I'm getting married soon... and I can't avoid it," I said resignedly.

"Georgina ... I think you can finish your task faster!" Rebecca replied, sounding enthusiastic.

"How?"

"You're going to marry Leonardo, right? Then use him to teach you how to do your task...he must be a genius!"

"Hmm ... I'll think about that later, I have to talk to Sebastian now," I said as I stood up. "We'll talk later..."

"Okay... take good care of yourself."

"Hmm..."

I ended the call and turned to call Sebastian but there was no answer at all. I messaged him, asking him to delete the post before it went viral, but still no response.

"No, I can't let it. I have to meet him, I'll be mad at him anyway, his attitude doesn't show love at all!" I said angrily.

I rushed to take a dark blue jacket from the clothes hanger, then my bag and put on my shoes. after that, I rushed out of the room, across the stairs, and saw a very quiet room with dim lighting, maybe everyone was asleep, Except for Leonardo because he hasn't come back yet.

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As soon as I left the mansion, I jogged across the long yard and suddenly I wished that now that I'm pregnant, I can't run like this.

"Sorry, Baby. Mommy didn't mean to make you uncomfortable," I said while holding my stomach and stopped running.

I walked hastily towards the gate where a security guard was about to open it and saw a light beam from outside. Oh, damn, it turns out that Leonardo's car was about to enter but instead stopped at the gate. He got out of his car and came straight to me.

"Georgina... where are you going?" he asked.

"I have to see Sebastian," I said curtly and thought it was useless to hide my plans, maybe he could even help me to meet Sebastian.

"But it's already late... you're pregnant... the night air isn't good for you!" he looked at me worriedly.

"Take me...just a minute."

"But why, why do you have to see him?" he asked.

I rolled my eyes, then walked towards the car door saying, "Don't ask too much, take me now!"

I immediately entered and sat in the seat next to the driver, and he could only surrender and immediately backed into the car until it arrived on the street. we immediately drove to the club where Sebastian usually works, and during that time we were silent even though there were many things I wanted to talk about. my lecture, Zoe's response, marriage, and even Sebastian's post.

"I've ended my relationship with Zoe," he said, breaking the silence between us.

"Um ... that's good," I replied awkwardly and glanced at the window but all I could think of was Zoe. "Maybe she cried or slapped you."

"of course, she is crying….she was so disappointed she was angry and he wanted me to leave before she wanted to kill me."

I turned back to him. "Then How do you feel? Don't you feel guilty?"

."Yes, I feel guilty and don't want to end our relationship but it has to," he said then glanced at me. "Right now I have to focus on our prenuptial agreement... you have to focus on that too... .who knows we can love each other and we don't need to divorce ... it will be very bad for our children," he continued while looking back at the front.

I paused, feeling something strange in my heart. Why did he say that? he said as if he agreed with the third option and didn't want the prenuptial agreement to take effect.

'Does that mean he'll love me? Why could he think like that when he should be sad over the end of his relationship with Zoe?' I wondered to myself.

"Why do you want to meet Sebastian? do you want one last hug?"

The question interrupted my reverie.

I smiled slightly and then glanced at him. "Are you willing that your future wife will get a hug from her ex-boyfriend?"

"It's okay ... it's just a hug ..."

." or did you allow it because you hugged your ex tonight?"

"Yes ... but she immediately pushed me ... there were no sweet hugs like in the movies," he said with a relaxed smile, but I know maybe it was a fake smile maybe he was sad, or maybe he was happy because he said he wanted to focus on our prenuptial agreement.. huh, I can't seem to see what he's thinking.

"You can hug Sebastian if you can ... that is the last hug because, in the agreement, we are not allowed to have contact with our ex anymore. You have to focus on us after tonight," he said again.

I sighed. "no hugs for a guy like that... I want to punch that asshole in his face. maybe you want to punch him too after knowing what he's doing with his phone."

"I know what he's doing, I didn't expect him to do that..."

I immediately frowned. "So you know about the post?"

he just nodded.

"then we have to force him to delete the post before it goes viral... it could damage your reputation!" I said enthusiastically.

He smiled and glanced at me. "So you're afraid your future husband's reputation will be ruined?"

I immediately felt disgusted by his smile and his questions as if I liked the title of future husband.

"Hmm... your reputation is damaged or not. It's none of my business and I don't think about that. It's all your fault... .you made a plan to tell him that it was you who raped me...he finally misunderstood...and if your reputation falls apart because of this then it's not my fault!"I confirmed, suddenly not wanting him to be confident or think that I was worried about him, even though I was.