Chapter 5

Where am I?!

Alec's POV

It was dark, but somewhat cozy , it felt somewhat familiar but so hard to put a pin on it , I tried opening my eyes but they left so heavy, i tried wiggling my fingers but it never moved, i felt like i was trapped into my own body, I suddenly i felt as if i was lifted , it felt like someone was here but how would i know it could be my mere imagination.

Trying again to move my hand again , but this time my fingers wigged a little but the feeling felt foreign. I almost giggled at how funny it felt, giving up on trying to wake up my own body , it just seemed pointless.

Suddenly my eyes had opened but my surroundings were as colorful as I remember it was displaying its grace of pure darkness.

Hit up right, I looked around and the only thing with colored was a white wolf with deep blue and brown eyes sitting upright staring directly at me.

Slowly getting up, tripping and stumbling over thin air was something still very foreign to me.

I looked in the direction to see it mimicking the same thing I was doing just a minute ago, I kept walking toward the wolf and finally stopped inches away from its snout .

Sitting flat on what seemed like the floor, the wolf followed suit.

Looking at the wolf, I thought about a lot of things, my mate, my long lost family, the loneliness , the worry, how to survive, how to get by with mere rabbit or bird hunts.

Having no place to call home , and barely having a little mud cave to protect me from the sunny or rainy weather, I have been through it all , but it still hasn't told me who i really am. I had almost lost my sanity.

Not having the ability to shapeshift as I saw fit was the most difficult thing for me to handle, but not everything was falling back into place. I just pray they stay the same way.

Smiling at the wolf in front of me, I look into its eyes. And said "You really are my past, present and future reflection of myself, how can I disown or abandon you when you're always gonna be all that I'll ever have even when it comes to my death ?"

"Why are you here, Mari ? " I ask randomly after letting this one sit in with the wolf.

She said sadly after realizing I had already known something was wrong. " You have been out for four days Ale and you're refusing to accept your own body. Please accept it to get better for both of our sakes or we'll lose katey!"

Woah i never thought of it that way but then again it should be understandable towards me not wanting to accept this new body it may take weeks before i start back getting used to walking back on just two feet, eating with my hands, learning how to walk, and to read again.

It's like I'm a newborn baby and it makes me worried and scared of this needed new change.

Will Katie accept me for who I am when I get better? Will I find my happily ever after? It was all the questions and thoughts that kept popping and disappearing in my head. Honestly, will try my best but it would be my greatest but i'll try to give it my all. " Am gonna accept the body but you're gonna have to be watching my every step and move until the day i die ok?" I said happily..

She laughed slightly bitterly before saying " I have no choice pup, I am you so I could never leave you behind because you're also a part of who I really am as a mythical animal." Patting her fur, one last time I went back to where I first was but this time there was a bed, with baby blue silky sheets which are my favorite stand here in front of me.

Climbing onto the bed I placed the blanket over me .Waving Mari goodbye one last time, I slowly laid back on the bed and slowly closed my eyes and drifted into a deep slumber.

And everything was once again surrounded by darkness.

End of chapter 5