Miss Dad

"Is it true that Emily and I had done something that deep? Yes, I do remember that the two of us were alone in the apartment. But I don't remember that I did all of that. I'm also not sure if I thought it was all the same with Emily," Hans thought in his heart.

When Hans was daydreaming, suddenly someone knocked on his door.

Tok.... Tok.... Tok....

"Come in," Hans answered, shouting.

It turned out that the one who came to Hans room was Aleysa. His own wife. He entered Hans room because she wanted to bring a plate of rice so that Hans could eat in the room.

"Hans. I brought food for you. You haven't eaten yet. Eat it."

"Why are you bringing me all the food. I don't want to eat anymore. If I wanted to eat, I would have left the room and gone to the dining room earlier."

"But Hans. You have to keep eating. Don't get sick."

"I'm sick or not is none of your business. You'd better go now and take the food. I don't want to eat."

"Well then Hans. Later when you want to eat, you just call me okay."

Finally Aleysa left Hans alone in the room and brought the food she had brought earlier. Hans attitude again had not changed. He is still very cold to Aleysa. Especially when Hans is in such a chaotic situation because of his own doing.

"I'm sorry Aleysa. I know that you're not wrong. But if you keep being nice to me like this, I actually feel guilty for you. Because I myself betrayed you. I've betrayed our marriage," said Hans in his heart.

Then after that Hans' anger was getting more and more peaked. Hans shouted as he threw everything in his room until he heard him leave the room. Even Aleysa also heard it. That made Aleysa even more sad. Aleysa thought that Hans' anger this time was really only because Aleysa had made him angry just because Aleysa had brought food into his room.

"Hans. He's so angry with me just because I brought him food? How much does Hans hate me?" Aleysa thought in her heart while shedding tears. It also happened that Catline passed by and saw Aleysa crying in front of Hans room.

After that Aleysa decided to go to the park behind the house. Aleysa intends to calm herself there. Because there the air is very fresh and can make her feel calmer than before.

There Aleysa kept daydreaming thinking about her Father. Aleysa remembered her Father and Mother. Especially her Father. Because all this time when Aleysa was sad, her Father would always be there for her. Only her Father's shoulder can make Aleysa feel calmer. But now everything has changed. Aleysa's Father has passed away and now Aleysa has to spend her days with her husband who has a very cold and emotional nature.

"Dad, I really miss Dad. Usually when I'm sad like this, there's a dad who always makes me calm. But now Dad's gone. I really miss Dad," Aleysa said in her heart while crying. Not long after, Catline approached Aleysa because she saw Aleysa crying alone there.

"Sis Aleysa," called Catline.

Aleysa immediately wiped her tears and pretended to be strong in front of Catline. It was as if nothing had happened between her and Hans.

"Catline. Why are you here too? Sit here with your Sister."

Catline immediately sat right next to Aleysa.

"I came here because I saw Aleysa's Sister crying. What's really wrong with you? You must have been angry with Bro Hans again, right?"

"No. Sister, it's okay. You're just remembering Dad right now."

"Lies. Why does Sister always defend Bro Hans? Even though Bro Hans has never been a little nice to Sister. So why do you always defend him. You don't want to be trampled on like that all the time. You have to be brave and firm to Bro Hans."

"Sis. You can't talk like that."

Suddenly Catline fell silent. As if she was thinking about something right now. Even Catline was smiling to herself. Made Aleysa feel that there was something strange about Catline's attitude this time.

"What are you doing, Sis? Why are you smiling to yourself like that?" Aleysa asked.

"When you think about it, Sis Aleysa is more compatible with Bro Ershad than Bro Hans."

"Catline. What are you talking about. It's ridiculous."

"Seriously, Sis. Bro Ershad is a kind person, caring, willing to sacrifice, he will do anything. Even when he was looking for me. He didn't really know sis Aleysa. I'm just angry with my Sister."

"Catline. What are you talking about. Don't talk like that ah. It's not good to compare other people."

"Yes, yes, sorry. But seriously, Aleysa's Sister is compatible with Ershad's Brother."

"Come on, let's not talk about this anymore. We'd better go inside, okay? It's getting late. The weather isn't good."

"Okay, come on."

Finally Aleysa and Catline went back into the house because it was getting late and the wind was getting stronger. Not good for both of them.

******

After leaving the park, Aleysa went straight into her room with Badan. Although there was actually a feeling of fear in Aleysa to enter Hans room. Because Aleysa was afraid that Hans would be angry with her again. But Aleysa kept her courage and went into Hans room.

Aleysa's fear turned out to be just a fear that came from within her. Because when Aleysa entered the room, it turned out that Hans was already fast asleep on his bed.

"It turns out that Hans has fallen asleep. Hans looks really tired. It must be because Hans has been working hard at the office all day," said Aleysa. Then Aleysa wrapped Hans very carefully. Because Aleysa was afraid that Hans would wake up and was angry with her.

After blanketing Hans, Aleysa went to the table beside her bed and sat there. Again Aleysa wrote something on top of her book. What she called her diary all along.

'My sky. Why is my sky getting darker day by day and filled with lightning? How long can I face this sky of mine without any protection? Oh God, if my sky can't change, then strengthen me to face it. But don't give me protection from my own sky.'

-To be Continued-