What's The Point Of Having Power?

(From Blue's Perspective)

"May your soul rest in peace," Cyan said. 

"I… am not… d-dead," I said, as I struggled to sit up. 

"Yeah, but you sure look dead. Well, good job on fulfilling the second mission properly," he said, feeding me a spoonful of medicine. It was the same medicine that I was fed to improve my stamina. 

"I did not… need Azure's… p-pushing today," I said. 

"Really?"

"Yeah… I… think I… have kind of… f-figured out… how t-to… use the… amount of power… I want. I-It was… ex…exhausting… for… sure since I was… weak… to begin… with, b-but… I knew…what I was doing."