Chapter 41

That thought brought to mind other issues which stood in the way of establishing the sort of relationship Ted now hoped would be possible with this man from his past.

How am I going to let him know I’m gay? A kind of small but important tidbit of information, Ted thought sarcastically. When we last saw each other I adamantly stood by the conviction I was straight.

And what of his life as an escort and adult film actor?

That’s not the sort of thing you spring on a person in a casual conversation. Oh by the way, I’m a male prostitute and do a few porn flicks on the side. Yeah, that would go over real well with someone like Kenny who still believes in God.

From some of the things Kenny had said in his letter, Ted had the feeling religion was still a significant part of his life despite his claim of acceptance of being gay.

Do I really think I can keep that information hidden from him?

Suddenly Ted felt overwhelmed.