28. The Explanation

Padmasari was stunned to see the two different sides of Amurwa. She timidly walked over to Amurwa who was sitting, glancing at her. The lyrics of Amurwa's eyes really made Padmasari captive by the power in the handsome man's eyes. She can't seem to resist Amurwa Bhumi's charm. Seeing Padmasari with a timid step, Amurwa Bhumi stood up and faced a beautiful woman wearing a navy dress. Padmasari smiles receiving sweet treatment from Amurwa Bhumi. The treatment she never got from Mr. Kusuma, her husband.

"Honey, come sit here.!" Padmasari looked at Amurwa's hand that was on his lap. Padma knew that Amurwa asked her to sit on his lap so Padma slowly stepped in and followed all the orders of the men who had helped her.

"Come on, don't be shy like this!" Amurwa's hand reached out to grab Padmasari's hand and immediately sat Padmasari on his thigh. Amurwa Bhumi who felt a strange air in her was stunned to witness the sudden pulling of Padmasari's body. His hands were shaking, sweaty sweat started seeping down his palms and all over his body.

"Y-you, why are you sitting on my lap, Padmasari?" Hearing Amurwa's question, Padmasari immediately got up. With her face down she tried to wait for Amurwa Bhumi's next reaction.

"Th-that was, th-not you. . . ." her destruction like a cheap woman, Padmasari ran while spilling air in front of Amurwa Bhumi eyes Inah who saw Padmasari running from the back garden to the stairs that would take her to her room was stunned especially when she saw Padmasari crying. Inah does not know what is happening to Padmasari at this time. What is curious is why the woman ran and cried after meeting Amurwa Bhumi in the back garden even though she had just stepped in front of Amurwa Bhumi who was in the Gazebo.

"Why is madam crying? Did Mr Amurwa Bhumi offend Madam?" Without Inah's question, Padmasari continued to walk from the kitchen to her room. Her self-esteem was shattered by the man who had always been kind to her. Arriving at her room, Padmasari immediately slammed the door and locked it from the inside then ran to the king size bed and threw her body while spilling all her complaints there. Padmasari felt that she was completely worthless in front of men, both in front of Mr. Kusuma Wardana and in front of Amurwa Bhumi. Her tears increased when she remembered that the placement in Amurwa's house was only as a woman who did not have a clear status. She has been divorced by Kusuma Wardana but she has not been married to Amurwa Bhumi. Padmasari was eager to leave the house which only kept the most beautiful memories of her life, she did not know which areas could hide herself from Amurwa Bhumi's reach. Her experience from the failed house of Mr. Kusuma Wardana, made her have to act more carefully and be wary of Amurwa Bhumi because the man who was crying today was an ordinary man who would only remain silent when her pride was torn apart.

Amurwa Bhumi can act more decisively when she finds out that something is wrong with someone. He wasn't the Amurwa Bhumi she had first seen. Feeling strange about Bhumi's amurwa attitude that seemed to have two different sides that sometimes showed his sweet face and sometimes showed his indifference, Padmasari sighed. Both things that Amurwa has that really makes Permatasari crazy. In the back garden, when Amurwa Bhumi saw Padmasari leave him, he could only help. He felt like a stupid man who couldn't protect a woman's dignity. He hates the whispers that always ask him to disturb Padmasari, while the other side asks him to still respect Padmasari as a complete woman who must not interfere before between them. Amurwa Bhumi turned her head and as he got up from his seat, he stepped inside the house. He wanted to explain to Padmasari that he had 2 different personalities. He wanted to ask Padmasari to understand his situation, but when he got to the kitchen, he saw Inah looking at him with annoyance. Inah's eyes showed that she was not behaving like Amurwa Bhumi who hurt Padmasari's heart.

"Why are you looking at me like that, Inah? Is there something you're hiding from me?" Inah is annoyed with Amurwa Bhumi's behavior which has made Padmasari cry, her eyes widened even more. She threw down the napkin in her hand, then left Amurwa Bhumi out of place. Amurwa Bhumi is getting more and more clueless as. Are there two women in his house?

"What's really going on? What's wrong with the women in this house? Why are they looking at me with such distasteful eyes? Am I wrong ? If I'm wrong, where did I go wrong? I don't know myself. I feel like I've done what I'm supposed to do. I just want to keep Padmasari from being tainted by the power that lingers in my body. If Padmasari is upset right now, hopefully one day he will be able to forgive him and understand my condition. Amurwa continued to walk away from Inah and the kitchen to the second floor. He wants to find peace for himself and calm himself so he doesn't always feel guilty for what he did to Padmasari. Amurwa Bhumi walked to his room and opened the window and he sat on a chair on the balcony of her house. He looked around, the scenery below him, while seeing several vehicles passing by on the highway. A few minutes later, he looked to his left, trying to watch Padmasari from the balcony, trying to find out what Padmasari was doing in her room, but Amurwa Bhumi didn't see any movement in Padmasari's room at the moment. Confused by what happened in his house, Amurwa Bhumi finally steps into her room again and he tries to find the spare key to Padmasari's room. He wanted to make sure she was okay in her room. He also wanted to tell Padmasari that he has multiple personalities which can show different attitudes from one personality to another at any time. Amurwa Bhumi opens Padmasari's room. Slowly he stepped closer to the body of the woman who was now crying on her king size bed, spilling all her annoyance. Amurwa Bhumi came and sat on Padmasari's bed. His hand stroked the head of a beautiful woman who now looked disheveled.

"Padmasari, I'm sorry. I have absolutely no intention of destroying your pride. If I wanted you and then I refused, it's because I do have a split personality. I hope you understand me, okay?" Padmasari did not budge. She doesn't want to interact with Amurwa Bhumi right now.