Chapter 32

Millary POV

"bakit ka pumasok doon at sino nagbigay ng KARAPATAN sayo na pumasok ka doon" sabi nito habang naglilisik ang kanyang mga mata na nakatingin sa akin at bakit bigla akong kinalabutan sa kanyang kinikilos ngayon at ito ang unang beses kong nakita ang kanyang kakaibang kilos na may kasamang paglilisik ng kanyang mga mata , nakakatakot ang kinikilos niya at kinakabahan ako ng sobra at naramdaman ko ulit na parang nag-uulap ang aking mga mata pero kailangan ko lakasan ang aking loob at pigilan ang aking mga luha dahil ndi ko mawari anong ekplanasyon ang sasabihin ko dito kaya agad nalang akong humngi ng paumahin dito

"sorry" sabi ko dito at yun ang lumabas sa aking bibig at dahil alam kong kasalanan ko naman ito, ayyy bakit kasi ako kinain ng aking curiosity at sana ndi ko na ito sinubukan pasukin para ndi ko nakita ang kanyang kakaibang galit, yung bang alit na ngyon ko lang nakita at ganoon ba kalalim ang pagmamahal nito sa asawa nito at grabe napakaswerte nito na may isang lalaking gagawa ng isang kwarto o museo at sobranng kalalim ang pag-ibig nitong taglay sa dati nitong asawa at bigla kong naramdaman na parang pinipiga ang aking puso sa sakit at parang nagkadurog durog ang aking puso ng pinong pino, sobrang sakit nito at ng marinig niya ang sorry ko ay walang paalam itong tumalikod at bago ito tumalikod naanig ko pa rin ang galit nito kahit na nga nag sorry na ko dito at ng tuluyan na ito nakatalikod ay doon nagbagsakan ang aking mga luha sa mata na kanina ko pa pinipigilan at asabay ng pagbagsak ng aking luha ang pagkawasak ng aking puso at napadausdus ako sa sahig at doon ko pinapatuloy ang aking pagluha at ng maalala kong buntis ako ay kaagad akong nagpunas ng aking mga luha at tumayo ako at pumunta ako sa ibaba kung saan ang kwarto namin ni annie at doon muna ako humiga at nagpahinga at habang nandoon ako agad binuksan aking cell phone at kailangan kong marelax kasi baka mapano ang aking baby sa akin tiyan kaya agad akong ngapatugtog na musika sa aking cellphone at ang una kong pinatugtog ay ang you are lord of all ng j.j. hairston

Lord of all and ruler of nations

You are God of all the earth

Let all of Your people praise you

And sing of Your marvelous works

Every knee shall bow before You

And every tongue will confess

That You are Lord of all

Yes, You are Lord of all

You are God of all the earth

Let all of Your people praise you

And sing of Your marvelous works

Every knee shall bow before You

And every tongue will confess

That You are Lord of all

Yes, You are Lord of all

With every breath that I breathe

I will praise You

With every song that I sing

I will praise You

You are my God and my King

There's no one greater

For You are Lord of all

Yes, You are Lord of all

With every breath that I breathe

I will praise You

With every song that I sing

I will praise You

You are my God and my King

There's no one greater

For You are Lord of all

Yes, You are Lord of all

We worship You, all glory's Yours

You are the Lord, the Lord of all

We worship You, all glory's Yours

You are the Lord, the Lord of all

We worship You, all glory's Yours

You are the Lord, the Lord of all

We worship You, all glory's Yours

You are the Lord, the Lord of all

The Lord of all

We worship You, all glory's Yours

You are the Lord, the Lord of all

Ang sumunod na aking pinakingan ay ang god will always make a way ng aesop

We don't have to worry

God will always find a way

We don't have to worry

God will always make a way

(Alright)

Hey, how have you been?

I heard what you've been going through

It's really hard to deal with all the problems in this life

When you feel like you're about to lose your mind

All you have to do is to sing this song aloud

We don't have to worry

God will always find a way

We don't have to worry

God will always make a way

Be greatful my friend

Whatever you're going through

Get up and smile and never shrink from life

Remember my friend that God will never leave your side

All you have to do is to sing this song aloud

We don't have to worry

God will always find a way

We don't have to worry

God will always make a way

Free your mind from worry

Live a life of prayer

Free your heart from hatred

Live a life of love

'Cause He'll take care of you

We don't have to worry

God will always find a way

We don't have to worry

God will always make a way

We don't have to worry

God will always find a way

We don't have to worry

God will always make a way

At ang sumunod na aking pinakingan ay you'll see miracle ni keith martin

Don't, don't lose your faith, hold on

Believe that Someone is watching

And He hears your prayers

Don't, don't ever let the pain bring you down

Believe that He knows all your longings

And He loves you so

And you'll see miracles

Just open your eyes

You'll see signs above the skies

If you come to believe

His love is just a prayer away

And you'll see miracles

If you only believe

Don't, don't lose your hope, be strong

Believe you could move the mountains

And brave the storms

And you'll see miracles

Just open your eyes

You'll see signs above the skies

If you come to believe

His love is just a prayer away

And you'll see miracles

If you only believe

And you'll see miracles

Just open your eyes

You'll see signs above the skies

If you come to believe

His love is just a prayer away

And you'll see miracles

If you only believe

That nothing's impossible

(Believe) He will make a way

(Believe) He will bring you miracles

Just hold on tight

And keep the faith

And believe

And you'll see miracles

Just open your eyes

You'll see signs above the skies

If you come to believe

His love is just a prayer away

And you'll see miracle

And you'll see miracles

Just open your eyes

You'll see signs above the skies

If you come to believe

His love is just a prayer away

And you'll see miracles

If you only believe

Only believe

Ang huli ko pinakingan ay ang may aawa ang Dios (aesop)

Kalungkutang bumabalot sa 'king kalooban

Kay hirap, kay bigat ng nararamdaman

Paano kaya ito malalagpasan

May bukas pa kayang naghihintay

Sa t'wing tila 'di na makakayanan

Pagsubok na aking pinagdadaanan

Ang tanging pag-asang pinanghahawakan

May awa ang Dios

Kayakap sa bawat gabing dumadaan

Pagtitiwala sa magagawa ng Maykapal

Umaasang sulirani'y malulunasan

Dalangin nawa'y kaawaan

Sa t'wing tila 'di na makakayanan

Pagsubok na aking pinagdadaanan

Ang tanging pag-asang pinanghahawakan

May awa ang Dios

Salamat sa makapangyarihang awa

Na nagbibigay-lakas sa akin

Sa t'wing tila 'di na makakayanan

Pagsubok na aking pinagdadaanan

Ang tanging pag-asang pinanghahawakan

May awa ang Dios

Sa t'wing tila 'di na makakayanan

Pagsubok na aking pinagdadaanan

Ang tanging pag-asang pinanghahawakan

May awa ang Dios

Sa apat na aking pinakingan ko unti unti naging payapa ang aking sarili

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