Aftermath

I guess being good sometimes helps but when it's a psychopath that wants you destroyed and everyone you love, I guess you have to do whatever it takes to make them and yourself live. Even though the consequences are always not in your favor.

I'm just staring into space at this moment loving the silence that's going to be broken with a plan that I'll have to follow and wish I never did it. Every time I am forced to do something I didn't want to do I would do it and then cry while he was away because otherwise I would be punished and that's the last thing I needed. I lay on the comfy couch as I stare at the beautiful walls that remind me that I’m back in this crumbling house ready to face my doom.