he felt nauseous

"What were you doing here?" he asked calmly, and my grip on the file tightened.

"I wanted to see the records of the letters that you have received and replied.'' I told him the truth, and showed him the file.

He furrowed his brows as if he was not expecting it to be this, "but why do you need to do that? I have never tried to take any of your letter or hide it, you get every letter that is written to you." he gave justification and I shook my head, I am not that narrow minded to think it that way.

"I wanted to check something else." I debated in my mind, whether to tell him or not.

"You want to check my letters." Although he was asking, his tone was already full of surety, so I nodded.

"Why?" he asked and I took a deep breath.