VIGOR!

"Gege, what happened to you?? Gege, Please, please. Open your eyes! Please look at me! GEGE, BREATHE PLEASE!!!"

Song Jun was continuously shaking Tang Xian's shoulders, to take him out of the panic attack which had ensued after their heated discussion about the thing, that happened beyond Song Jun's vision! For him, it was getting really hard to justify himself, for taking pleasure in his gege's pain! Though he was careful enough while making love to his gege, but afterwards he got rough without even his realization! The many sessions of their lovemaking to consummate their love got overboard.

For him, that pleasure was salient at that time because all he thought that it was making him one with his gege! For him, it was foremost to make his gege, his for all his life! Making love to his gege has given him that opportunity to complete his long lost dream! Which he was seeing for years.