CHAPTER 31: Christmas Eve

"The reality is that we don't forget, move on, and have closure. But rather we

honor, we remember, and incorporate our deceased children and siblings into our

lives in a new way. In fact, keeping memories of your loved one alive in your mind

and heart is an important part of your healing journey."

– Harriet Schiff, author of The Bereaved Parent

After our Final Exam awhile ago, I was told by Ms. Kaz to come to her Office to meet her, which I immediately obliged because I am bored and have nothing to do, for the whole day.

I knocked on the door three times as soon as I get there, before entering the Office.

I enter the inside as I plastered a 'what do you need?' look in my face, as soon as I saw Ms. Kaz and Iris sitting comfortably on the sofa.

"MARRY CHRISTMAS!" Ms. Kaz and Iris yelled in chorus while puffing confetti excitedly.

A huge Christmas tree is on their side, while the office table is full of delicacies, and foods.

I look at the watch and it's not yet noon. And yet they are already greeting me 'Merry Christmas'. What the freaking hell is wrong with them?

I look at them with an 'are you serious look?' which did they answer with a silly laugh and a naughty smile while looking at each other, before looking at me again? Like seriously? Are they going nuts!

I raised one of my eyebrows while looking at them, as I cross both arms below my chest.

"Today is only December 24 for God damn sake! What is freaking wrong with you two?" I asked them in annoyance.

"Oh? It doesn't matter what day it is today. What matters is 'you' did well on your exam awhile ago, and 'you' are here to celebrate Christmas with us!" Ms. Kazumi shriek in excitement.

She's exaggerating her reaction again, like those of a little kid. While Iris on the other hand, just shrugged her head smiling, while looking at Ms. Kazumi's annoying exaggeration.

"You don't look that satisfied awhile ago, Ms. Kazumi. Stop bluffing, you look like you're about to throw up while watching the guy eat the flesh of his younger sister." I rolled my eyes heavenwards while imagining her disgusted face awhile ago.

"Of course I will never be satisfied with cannibalism idiot! I never like being a freaking Wall Sina in the first place! I hate seeing the brutality of those demons inside this inferno! If only I can just burn the shit out of all the demons here teaching kids about killing and tortures. TSS." Ms. Kazumi rolls her eyes heavenwards too, mimicking my gestures and reactions. She even cross her hands on her chest too, while doing so.

"Then stop greeting me Merry Christmas! It's not even Christmas yet!" I told them annoyed while wrinkling my forehead.

I even stamped my feet in annoyance.

Ms. Kazumi is acting like a kid again.

She is always like this.

At the first meeting, you might say she's a very dangerous lady with a very mysterious aura, but when you get to know her better?

You might say she's the most childish bitch you would wish you never met before!

Her acting like a kid, is so disgusting, especially whenever she pouted her lips while giving out a puppy eyes?

Heck! It gives me creeps just by looking at her. I wonder how Ayesha stands this freak.

And speaking of Ayesha.

That little bitch is sleeping inside me right now, and I am pretty sure she love to see this side of Ms. Kazumi again. That little bitch love cute stuffs so much, and I honestly don't know, why this bitch with the name of Kazumi Fujiwara is included.

I mean…

Don't you think so too? This bitch in front of me is weirdo!

She loves acting like a kid, even though we all knew, she's freaking old already.

And to sum it all up! This bitch is a creeps! Cringe.

I even hug myself and scrubbed both of my arms as I look at her with disgust.

Me looking at her action is giving me goosebumps. Ewww!

This actions of mine, made the two of them laugh even harder which made me feel irritated even more.

They are making me a freaking laughing stock, and I don't like it!

"Come on Rin-rin! Stop being a kill-joy, and just greet us Merry Christmas too! I swear, it wont make you less of a cool girl, if you do so!" Iris said while smiling. She then took a sip on her coffee before tapping the unoccupied part of the sofa, gesturing me to sit beside her.

"Come! Sit here and join us celebrate Christmas inside this hell!" she added, which made me roll my eyes heaven wards.

"Not interested." I dismissed her.

"Hey! Aren't you excited with our gifts?" asked Ms. Kazumi who is now holding a huge box, with red gift wrap and a green ribbon.

The box, has a Christmas card with cringe words "To: Our Cute Baby Rin-rin, From: Your Gorgeous Mama Kaz" she then show me the box, like as if she's about to give it to me.

"Are you sure? You're not interested on the inside of this huge box?" she asked smirking while holding the box.

Iris on the other hand show me a present too, with my name on its card.

Damn! The offer is really tempting.

I wanted to know what's their present, but still manage to plastered an 'I don't care look' as I roll my eyes heavenwards while turning my back at them.

"If you don't have important things to say, then I might as well get my ass out of here. You're giving me creeps." I told them as I turn my back, and was about to turn the doorknob open to get out when a familiar voice stopped me in the middle of walking out.

"Where are you going Rin?" Asked by a familiar baritone voice whom I missed so much.