Confession

*next day

Today was 31st August. The last day of the month and tomorrow was 1st of September. Jungkook's birthday.

Y/n was feeling sad though. She didn't know what to do now. It's been 5 years and she still can't stop thinking about him. She really missed Jungkook.

Suddenly, her phone rang. It was James.

"Hello." She said.

"Hey, Y/n. I have a get together tomorrow evening. I was hoping you would come. It'd be fun." He said.

"Um.. James, I'm not sure about it."

"Y/n, it would be great to have you there." He said, having high expectations that she'd come.

"Ok, I'll try." She said and the call ended.

Y/n started thinking. She debated with herself whether she should go or not. And tomorrow was Jungkook's birthday. She didn't know what to do. She was confused. Shoud she go for the get together or visit the grave?

'Let me decide it tomorrow.' She said and went to sleep.

*next day

Y/n was laying on the couch, in the room. She couldn't sleep the whole night. Eunji was crying all night and she was feeding her and making her sleep.

Her eyes were kinda tired. She got up from her bed and dragged herself to the restroom and refreshed herself.

She got down and made herself some coffee. And there was someone at the door.

She opened the door and saw Jin.

"Oppa, come in." She said and they both sat down.

"Y/n, did you not sleep well yesterday?" He asked. She shook her head saying no.

"Eunji kept crying all night. I couldn't sleep." She said and sipped on her coffee.

"Y/n, one can stay here right? You also need rest." He said.

"It's ok oppa. I'll be fine." She said.

"So, Y/n, I guess James would have told you about the get together. So what do you think? Are you gonna...?" He asked.

"I don't know oppa. I am not sure, what to do. Should I see him or not? He reminds me of Jungkook in every way. I want to but at the same time I don't want to." She said.

"Y/n, take your time and think about it. I hope you'll choose the right decision. Anyways, I'll take them. Have sometime for yourself." He said and took Yoongi and Eunji with him.

Y/n was left alone. She was into deep thinking. She didn't know whether to go or not.

"Maybe I should just visit him for the last time." She said and walked to her room and was getting ready.

It was 5 in the afternoon. She washed her face and decided to wear a simple outfit. Her blue jean and Jungkook's black hoodie. She put her hair to a pony and wore sneackers. This was how she generally visited Jungkook's crematory, wearing a simlpe dress, or wearing Jungkook's shirt.

She thought she'd just see James and go to the crematory.

She walked to the destination, that James messaged her.

She didn't feel like taking a taxi nor a ride by the others. She just wanted to walk with herself. Have sometime for herself.

She entered the address and it looked huge from the outside. It was well decorated with fairy lights and it had a big board written 'Welcome'.

She entered in and walked through the corridor. It had a lot of things written by the side. And it was really quiet.

She thought no one had come or maybe they started.

She then she entered this big room, wich looked more like an auditorium. She peeped inside and saw that there were people standing and having fun and there was no sign of anyone, nor James. She got in and looked around. There was no one she knew.

'Maybe I took the wrong decision. I should better leave. I have to see Jungkook.' She thought and turned. But before she could, she heard someone call her, and it was only called by him.

"Aein." She stopped in her tracks as she heard him say it.

She turned and the crowd moved to the sides, revealing a dark figure in between the crowd. She couldn't see who it was. But she recognised the voice. It was James's voice. To be specific, Jungkook's. But she thought it was James. She was at verge of crying.

"Dear friends, this is Y/n, my wife. I call her Aein, cause she really is my sweetheart. A girl who lost her parents but overcomes that thought even after she knew that they were killed by my family. If it was someone else, I wouldn't even be here, but Y/n.... she was different. She didn't care about it. She didn't mind it. How can someone be like that? That made me like her. And slowly I fell for her. At first I thought she wouldn't like me back, but she did."

"My Aein loves me a lot. Even though she knew I was a mafia, she married me and gave birth to two of our kids. She never really looked at me as a mafia. She always loved me unconditionally. She is the bravest and the greatest person I've ever met in my life. She never let me down. She was my energy dose. She is my everything." He paused and walked a bit forward and looked at her.

"You all knew who I am as a mafia, but she knew who I was as a mafia, as a lover and as a person. She is really a wonderful wife to me and a caring mother to our children. But to me, you are always my little, precious Aein. And I love you so much."

"Wh-who are you?" She asked in between her cries.

"I should've told you this before... I am Jungkook. Your Jungkook." He said. Y/n was shocked. She felt her legs numb. She couldn't move her body.

"No..... it can't be. He's.... he's not alive." She said.

"Y/n, I am not dead. I am still alive." He said.

"Ju-jungkook." She whispered, that it was audible. He nodded and tears flowed in her eyes. She was shocked and happy that he was alive.

She didn't know how to express her happiness. She was extremely happy that he was still there.

She ran towards him and pounced on him and hugged him, like there's no tomorrow. She hugged him tightly.

"That was a lot." She was hardly able to speak. But Jungkook was able to hear her. She broke the hug and kissed him all over his face. She really missed him, a lot.

"I didn't want to see you suffer cause of me being a mafia, so I changed my identity to keep you and our kids safe. I'm sorry you had to take in all the pain alone. I'm really sorry." Jungkook really meant it.

"I-it's ok." She said and hugged him. She felt happy that he was next to her, while Eunji was born.

"I missed you so much." She said. He cupped her cheeks and wiped her tears.

"I missed you too. And this time, I'm not gonna leave you nor our children. I am happy that I chose the right person, as my life partner." He said and he embraced her. Her head was resting in his chest.

And the crowd cheered for them. They both smiled. Jungkook finally felt happy that he revealed his identity.

Soon, Suga came with Yoongi and Eunji, in his hand. Yoongi came running to them.

"Eomma, appa!" He said.

Jungkook carried him and kissed his cheek. Suga handed Eunji to Y/n.

"Oppa, did she trouble you so much?" Y/n asked concerned.

"Ani. She was a sweet baby. And she played with our big baby, Taehyung." He said and they laughed at it.

"You guys head home." Suga said.

"Oppa, but how? Isn't this a party?"

"This was actually to confess to you. So, it's ok. Just head home. You might be really tired. Take rest." He said and they nodded and headed out and got into the car.

During the ride, Yoongi fell asleep. Y/n kept admiring at Jungkook.

"What are you looking at?" He asked, taking a glance at Y/n once and driving.

"You're really handsome. I am really lucky to have you as my husband." She said.

He smiled at it and soon they reached home and Jungkook put Yoongi to bed and Y/n placed Eunji in the cradle.

A pair of hands wrapped her from behind. She really missed his touch and so did he.

She turned around and looked at him. She put her hands around his neck. He held her by her waist. He kissed her lips, passionately.

He broke the kiss and looked at her eyes. So did she. SHe cupped his cheeks and rubbed circles. Tears were forming in her eyes.

"Aein, gwenchana?" He asked. She nodded her head and hugged him tightly. He hugged her back and comforted her.

He carried her, hugging and put her in bed. He slept beside her and cuddled her.

"Aein, I really wanted to tell you who I was, when I saw you in pain, but I stopped myself. I wanted you guys to be safe. I didn't want you and our children to get hurt, anymore. I really-" Y/n cut him by placing her finger on his lips.

"You don't need to explain. You don't need to tell me why you had to change your identity, why you didn't come for all these years. I know you well. You do everything for our best." She said and paused.

"Kookie, I am happy that you were there when Eunji was born. I am really happy that you are alive. I am happy that you are back." She said.

"Aein, I promise to not leave you nor let a drop of sadness be seen in your face. I will do all my needs I should do, and the things I have missed to do you, as a husband, as a father."

"Omo!" She forgot something.

"Aein, what happened?"

"I forgot it was your birthday. I felt so happy after seeing you, that I forgot it was your birthday." She said and looked at him.

"Happy birthday Kookie!" She said.

"Now tell me. What do you want as your birthday gift?"

"You." He said.

"Ok. But still I have to get you a present."

"You and our kids are the biggest gift I ever have. What else would I need other than the three beautiful, wonderful and the best people of my life?" He asked and kissed forehead.

"Say whatever you want, I am still getting a present for you." She said and Jungkook smiled at her cuteness.

"As you wish...." He said and hugged her.

"But now, I need you." He said.

"Then, I'm all yours." He pulled her closer, their eyes meeting in same level and gave her sweet kisses. There was hardly any space between them.

They had some sweet moments and slowly drifted to sleep.

*at around 2:30 am

It was midnight and Eunji started crying, suddenly. Well, you can't tell when babies cry nor why.

Y/n got up, rubbing her eyes and sat staright before getting up. She switched on the niht light and got up. But she got stopped by Jungkook.

"You sleep. I will take care of it." He said and got up and carried Eunji in his hand and swinged her, in his arms. Y/n just looked at him. She really admired him, always.

"What are you looking at?" He asked and sat next to her. Y/n hugged him from the back.

"Nothing." She said and kissed his cheek. Jungkook sat straight and Y/n rested her head on his shoulder.

"Look at her. Silent when she's in her father's arms." Y/n said and smiled.

"She's asleep. Let me put her back." he got up and placed her in the cradle and sat down. Y/n hugged him, his back in contact with her chest.

Y/n put her hands around his neck. Jungkook held her hands and kissed them.

"So, how about we go for a trip?" He asked.

"What about your work?" She asked and put her hands on his chest.

"Y/n I promised you, we'll have a better and safer future. And I did fulfil it." She smiled.

They both slept like that.

*next day

Y/n woke up and saw that the door was open and Eunji was not there. She thought Yoongi would've come and taken her, to play with.

She let Jungkook sleep and went to refresh herself. She came out and headed down stairs.

It was really silent. Y/n searched for Yoongi and Eunji, but they were no where to be found.

She saw a note by the kitchen counter. She took it and read.

"....."

To be continued...