CHAPTER 148

OPHELIA'S POV

"I can't ever believe I loved a man who would rather hurt me then get help. Who would rather hurt me than try to get better. I can't believe I fell in love with you, Xavier. I may be weak. But I would never push you away just because of the demons in my head. Well, I guess, you've become one of the demons I shall fight now in my head. Only one I love so much could be my assassin. It takes an inside job to attack one so resilient to emotional injury. That is my heartbreak, to know you are the tool of my greatest pain, my lover. I could be hurt in any way by another and still bounce right back, but you... but you... can do far worse with just a few small words. You don't mean them, I know it - in a way that makes it worse. I thought I would never have to leave you. Guess, you want me to leave. This is it then, Xavier. This is it. You killed the hope that you planted in me. Good bye Xavier."