D-DAY

We went inside the building of the . I checked my phone to see what floor should I press. Oh, its 23rd floor. I pressed it and the elevator opened at 3rd floor. Someone's coming in, it's an old lady, She got so many paper bags and grocery bags and she can't come in, She probably thinks how would she lift all the bags. The elevator doors starts to close but I prevent it with my hand so it opened again. I went to her and helped her lift the bags and put it inside the elevator. I reached her hand and helped her to walk inside the elevator.  

She smiled at me that made my heart soft. "What floor will you go grandma?" I asked "10th please" I smiled and nodded before pressing the number

"Would you like me to help you? I can drop you wherever you're going" I suggested, politely 

"Really? You can do that for me?" She asked. I smiled and nodded immediately "What a kind girl. I wanted too but my grandson will pick me up there. Seems like you're going somewhere too?" she asked so I nodded again

"Yes, i'm going to 23rd floor because we have an evaluation. I'm a trainee" I told her "Wow that's good. It would be very nice if you debut. Idols who have a good heart will increase again" she said so I smiled  "I wish too" I said politely

"Where did you go and you have a lot of shopping bags?" I asked "Ahh I'm working here as their delivery girl. So that I can help my family" She said "But you're too old for this work. You should rest at home" I said, sad. But she's so kind, thinking about her family even though she's old

"I'm fine" She said and smiled. The elevator opened, we reached the 10th floor and I saw a boy, standing there "Grandma" he said and went to the lady. The lady looked at me and smiled "Thank you. Wish you'd do well" I smiled and bowed before they went out. The elevator became quiet again since I'm the only person here

In 14th floor, the door opened and a girl in her teen age year, came in. She looked shock when she saw me so I just smiled at her "Ahhhh! OMG OMG are you Angel?!" she exclaimed. I smiled and nodded "How did you know me?" I asked. She giggled "I'm a fan! I followed you on instagram and I saw you singing SVT's song! you're soooo talented" She said as if she really admires me 

"Hahahaha no i'm still not good. I still have a lot to learn, but thank you for appreciating my talent" I said. I gave her a hug and she smiled before she got out of the elevator. I smiled. Wow, even though I didn't debut yet, there's some people who support me and appreciate me

I went out of the elevator and searched the Auditorium room. I went inside and saw a lot of trainees, I saw many faces because they are my co-trainees in Pledis. The seats are parted in 3 for Pledis, Source Music, and Bighit trainees. 

"Angel!" I heard someone called me. I looked around and saw Kino, waving at me, beside him was Jooha, who's looking at me with a smile. I smiled too and went to them. 

"Anyeong" I said "Seat here" Kino said and pointed the the seat beside Jooha. They're both sitting behind the sign 'Bighit Trainees' and the sit next to Jooha was for Pledis trainees so I sat there. I saw in front our agency's logo and name 

"What happened to your hair?" Kino asked. He noticed my hair, short. The cuts are not even leveled. Hays, Jeonghan made this

"I thought you're evaluation will be next week" I asked. "They moved it so that the 3 agencies will evaluate at once. The CEO's are busy" Kino answered and I nodded.  "How are you?" Jooha asked that made me laugh "You sounded like we're not together for a year" I joked he just chuckle. I noticed that they are all boys and us, pledis, are all girls and Source ent. have girls too

The door in the stage opened so we all looked who came in and all stood up and bowed upon seeing the 3 CEO of the agencies as well as the important people like the main producers and main choreographers of each agencies. I saw Bumzu oppa and he smiled at me so I smiled back at him. I saw Siwoon at the side and he posed a 'fighting' sign. I nodded and smiled at him too

The door opened again and Seventeen, Nu'est, Gfriend, BTS came in. We bowed at them because basically, they are seniors

"They are here to watch you so better do well" the CEO of bighit, Bang sihyuk said and we nodded. They sat at the side. I saw Jeonghan, looking at me. I looked at Sowon and she's beside V. I ignored them and watch Siwoon host the evaluation

"Are you okay?" Jooha whispered and I nodded

"Today is the evaluation day, the day we will evaluate your skills and decide who will debut. First, The CEO of Pledis Entertainment, Han Seong-Su!" we all clapped and the CEO just raised his hand and wave 

"The CEO of Source Music Entertainment, So Sungjin! and the CEO of BigHit entertainment and BigHit labels, Bang Sihyuk!" we clapped again to welcome them

"To start this evaluation, we want you to know that there are only 12 trainees, destined to debut. 1 solo girl artist will debut on Pledis Entertainment,  6 boy trainees for BigHit and 5 girl trainees for Source Music. Let's start with....  Pledis Entertainment" Siwoon announced. he looked at me and smiled. I smiled too even though I'm nervous 

"FIGHTING!" Seventeen oppas shout so I looked at them, they are looking at me while smiling and giving me a 'fighting' pose and thumbs up. I nodded and smiled

I can do this...

"Wait. In my own criteria, talents are important but attitude are the most important. Earlier, we pulled a hidden camera prank to see you're attitudes and we'll going to see it later. so if you did bad, i don't think you'll have a chance to debut" Said a women, she's part of the main producer, I think

Wait. what hidden camera prank? I can't remember doing bad while going here so I don't think I did bad

"Let's start" A girl sitting on the 1st chair, came first.  So I'm the 5th one? I looked at my chair and I saw the no. 5, printed there  

Siwoon came to us and handed as a paper with our names on it. I put it in front of my clothes. I focused on their performance and while they're performing, my heart starts to beat faster and faster

"Angel, you're next" Siwoon came to me. I nodded and stood up. We went to the side and he handed me a mic. "Fighting" Seungkwan said. I smiled at them but I felt my heart, going to explode in nervousness 

"Don't be nervous. You're going to do great" Joshua oppa said. I smiled and hugged him.  Jeonghan smiled at me and we high fived

"ANGEL FIGHTING!" They all shout. I went to the stage as the girl exited

"Annyeonghaseyo. Sung Angel imnida" I said and bowed. I took a deep breath to ease my nervousness.

"You can proceed" said the girl producer while the CEO and other judge are scanning my profile

I started singing and dancing Tiffany's 'I just wanna dance' I'm actually nervous, thinking that they're watching.

"That's great! but I think that's too basic" Bang Sihyuk commented. I placed the mic on my mouth and interrupted him

"I'm sorry CEO but I'm not done yet" I said. I looked at Siwoon and he started the song I made 

I saw our CEO whispered something to Bang sihyuk. He nodded with a smiled in his face

"I don't need to be afraid

'Cause i'm brave

I don't need to cry

I'm the one who'll make you cry

Don't compare me to her,

I'm different

Don't tell her name to me,

I'm different

Don't come near me,

Or you'll fall deeply"

  I sung my own song titled 'Only Girl'     

"I'm the only girl,

Angel that can make you fall

I won't catch you, catch you

Even though that's what Angels do"

 I sung again. This song have a vibe like itzy's dalla dalla. It sounded badass but the meaning can make you strong

"I'm not scared to you

Why would I?

I'm much more stronger,

Stronger made by his love

His love that made me broke

But I won't fall again

I won't fall for someone like you

'Cause I'm an Angel

Don't come near me,

Or you'll fall deeply"

I'm the only girl,

Angel that can make you fall

I won't catch you, catch you

Even though that's what Angels do

I'm the only girl

The only girl you hurt so bad.

So bad that made me cry in blood.

But I'm okay

I can heal my heart.

I only need time.

And you'll see,

I'll break your heart,

Like you did to me

I'm the only girl

who'll dig deeply into your heart

Just to break it and make you cry

'Cause I'm an Angel

I can make you fall,

 I won't catch you, catch you

Even though that's what Angels do

I won't save you, save you

Even though that's what Angels do" 

I ended my song with a nod. I bowed at them and they all clapped

"Where did you get this song?" CEO Sungjin asked  "Ah I actually made it" I said. I remember Woozi oppa, saying I shouldn't mention them for credits. Others may think what we did is bad and maybe called 'cheating' but they just want to help. They actually told our CEO that they're helping me and he did understand. He only said, not to mention it with the other CEO

Well, I really wrote the lyrics and Woozi oppa just gave me the track and the tone while Hoshi oppa made the choreo. They didn't asked about the choreo so I didn't open it up.

"So you know how to compose song? That's good! Next" CEO Sihyuk said

"Kamsahamnida" I last said and bowed before going back to my sit

"WOW! you really did a good job!" Kino said and we high fived 

"You did well" Jooha said and I just smiled at him. I looked at SVT oppas and the all thumbs up with a smile. I mouted 'Thank you' and they just nodded

Everybody did well. Since BigHit and Source will release a new group, their trainees can form a group and Jooha and Kino partnered. They danced to BTS' War of Hormones and Seventeen's Clap. It's actually a mashup and they did very well. 

After the evaluation, we all went outside. "Where do you wanna go?" Jooha asked while we're walking towards to lobby. I stopped as I saw SVT oppa, sitting on the couches at the lobby. They all stood up upon seeing me

"Angel! Let's go eat outside!" Seungkwan oppa said and wrapped his arms around my arm

"You really did well" Woozi oppa said and nodded "Angel! can you teach me the dance! that's so cool!" Dino oppa said

"What are you waiting for? Let's go?" Jeonghan oppa asked, with a smile

"Oppas, I'm sorry but I promised them we'll go out today. I'll just see you later and I'll cook dinner. Bye!" Jeonghan's smiled faded. I went to them and kiss their cheeks, one by one, to say goodbye. 

I waved before walking towards the exit. They looked sad but still, waved at me and let out a small smile. 

"Where should we eat?" I asked them. "Hmmm I'm craving for some meat!" Kino said. I nodded and we looked for a meat restaurant. 

"They said, they'll announce the trainees who passed, tomorrow" Jooha said after we ordered our food

"Hays, I really wished we're on of them. When that happens, I would be very happy! And I want the 3 of us to collab!" Kino said, excited

"But everyone really did well" I said    "But you stand out" Kino said but I took it as his joke so I laugh "Hahahaha you two really did well! How did you thought of dancing with mashup song?" I asked

"Well" Jooha said and shrugged "Ha! How arrogant!" Kino said and we all laughed.  "But I really want us to debut" Kino said, seriously. I smiled "I hope so. But for now, let's eat!" I said as our orders came

"I'm home!" I announced. No one's in the living room so I let myself fall on the couch. My feet hurts and it's already 11 pm. Scoups oppa picked me up after my shift on the cafe but he lives downstairs so I didn't come with him here at the 8th floor

I closed my eyes in tiredness. I heard a door opened but I didn't take a look

"Stand up and eat first so you can wash and rest" I heard Jeonghan said

"I'm not hungry. I just wanna sleep" I said.  Still, my eyes are closed

"At least wash up" he said. I hummed and I heard him sighed. I heard his footstep, and a door opened. Maybe he go back to our room- no, his room. I'm just staying there because Joshua oppa told me so and my clothes are there. But we share that room so basically, it's our room

I heard a door opened again "C'mon!" Jeonghan said. I hummed again but I feel lazy so I didn't obey him

I heard him sighed.  I felt my body being lifted up. I opened my eyes and realize that Jeonghan lifted me as if I'm a baby. We went inside the CR and he placed me above the sink

"What will happen to you if we're not here?" He asked while he's washing my face

"I'll live bad?" I answered. he let out a chuckle   "How can you find a husband that you'll take care if you can't take care of yourself?" He said again and wiped my face with a cotton pad

"Then, I won't get married! or I'll marry the guy who can take care of me" I answered that made him chuckle again

"Would you prefer dating us or dating friends?" He asked. I think for a little while. Dating them over dating friends? Well, Kino and Jooha are my only boy friends here. I don't want to destroy what SVT members worked hard for the past 5 years so..

"None of the above?" I said, unsure  

"I can't imaging myself, dating Jooha or Kino. I don't want to date one of you because I don;t want to destroy your career. You worked hard for it for the passed 5 years so, none of the above" I explained. He wiped my face with a cloth and sighed 

"I already prepared your clothes. Wash now so you can sleep" He last said before going out of the CR.