Chapter 1.5

"Yoongi, ireona" with that words being spoken the older's eyes opened, followed by his gummy smile that seemed to blind the younger. Yoongi placed his hands on the younger's petite waste, hugging him closely. The younger giggled and kissed Yoongi's head. "Come Yoongi, let's have breakfast."

That was Yoongi's daily basis, waking up with his beloved partner's angelic voice. He was happy, nothing more than the younger guy could make him feel as if he is a newborn flower blossomed with love and freshened with beauty. But, things doesn't last forever right?

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"Yoongi Ireona..." He, Yoongi batted his eyes open. His long lashes touching his pale cheeks. He waited, waited for the warmth that he once felt. But nonetheless, there was nothing. Just like his bleeding heart that was once touched with beautiful colors of the rainbow that was now left as a midst of darkness. It doesn't surprise him that much though, because he himself made the choices that broke him. There was one time on his life when his mother was still alive. She would always tell him that his music was the key to make his own decisions rightful. She told him that being able to express himself on an artful way would make him grow with love everywhere. But he didn't, instead he grew with pain and sorrow when she left. With the constant feeling of leather caressing his skin in a harsh way, the afflictive sentiment of not being able to stand on his own feet because of hunger. All that filled his life was scars and the words of his father. But all of that stopped. When a certain someone came. Jimin. All he could think that time when he was left on the alleyway was the innocent teen. Jimin filled his heart and mind with colors. Pink, red, white, yellow, blue...all the colors of life, he did it with one touch of his love. Yoongi was happy, right then he started smiling gleefully. All his insecurities was taken away together with the pain of the past. Though, he wasted all of it. All of the colors was once again drained. His barbarous decisions led him to being a person he thought he wouldn't be. A person like his father. He would go home drank without his right piece of mind guiding him. He was harsh with his own words even with his actions. But that wasn't enough for Jimin to stop loving him. Jimin stand before him and tried to guide him back up to his feet. Still, in the end...He stupidly wasted it all. Right from where he was lying at, he screamed. He screamed Jimin's name, He screamed every word of hatred he could think of. With tears prickling down his cheeks. It was a painful sight from anyone who sees it. But then no one knew how he felt, no one was willing to comfort him. No one loves him. After Jimin's death he was destroyed. He avoided his friends, he acted recklessly, he built up his walls that Jimin once tore apart. He was back to being the Yoongi before he met Jimin. The only difference is that he's worst now.

He destroyed Jimin just like how Jimin destroyed him.