Chapter 57

AFTER FEW DAYS

JEONGGUK'S POV.

It's been days since last time Jimin hyung talked to me properly. I can feel that he is trying to avoid me but the main question is why exactly he wants to do that? Did I do something wrong? Mom and Dad left the next day after his birthday and since then he started sleeping in his room after LOCKING his room like what!? Now he doesn't want me to even enter his room? What have I done exactly? Someone please explain me because everything is bouncing over my head. And the most surprising thing is that he doesn't even talk to Taehyung. I can't get that is he mad at me or Taehyung? Taehyung is confused himself. He even asked me that did I have a fight with Jimin hyung but I denied because I DIDN'T. He was fine till the party and we enjoyed a lot and next day BAM! He started ignoring both of us out of sudden. He even doesn't go to college with me and just wakes up early to leave before me. Only if I was a morning person I would have caught him trying to leave early but...Anyway. During classes he sits neither with me nor Taehyung and just sits with some random people. During lunch he just sits there silently while eating his food. I feel like our friend circle is breaking apart. Namjoon hyung never came to uni. after Jimin's birthday and I am started getting worried about him. Yunki hyung doesn't eat lunch with us anymore like he did in the beginning. I can see that he is trying to avoid Taehyung but why? What is with people avoiding others these days? Even Taehyung looks stressed. His usual bubbly nature isnt there anymore and he became so silent that even I am worried about him but I didn't ask him. I feel weird about talking to him normally instead of our usual bickering. It looks like only me and Hoseok hyung are fine. I tried to talk to Jimin hyung but he evaded my every attempt by telling some excuses like he is not feeling well or tired whatever. But I know he was lying all the time. There is something he is hiding. I am getting frustrated with everything now. Right now I am sitting in class beside Kim Taehyung. Yes guys you read right. I am sitting beside Kim Taehyung. Well it's not me who sat beside him but it's him who entered in class completely lost in thoughts that I was surprised how did he even manage to find the class like that in first place and then he mindlessly sat beside me like he didn't realize what he did and he was looking so gloomy and dull that I couldn't ask him to get up and leave so I let him be. Although my attention was not on him but on an orange haired boy who is sitting far away from us and beside some random girl I don't know the name of. I scoffed tired with his behavior already. "I know" came a voice from beside me. I turned and looked at Taehyung who has been kept his head on the desk in front during the whole class. He sat up and looked at Jimin "Everything is so ed up these days." "I know but you seem like worried bout something else." He turned to look at me. "What?" he asked confused "What's going on between you and Yunki hyung?" I asked suspicious. His eyes widened. "W-What do you mean." "Well I can see that he is trying to avoid you but I can't get why" I speak while shrugging. "I-It's not what you think" "And what exactly do I think?" "Just shut up OK" He looked away again and I glared at him "Well whatever dude. I was just worried about our squad and unfortunately you are the part of it and I want everyone to get back like before. Even you." "Well thank you for caring about me, your highness but I don't ing need it so you don't need to pretend." Now my blood started boiling "You know what? I was right you don't deserve it. I was just trying to be nice for once but you will always be an ." "And you know what you will always be a better so congratulations for that." "Listen here yo..." "Last two boys! I am here trying to teach and if your topic is more important then you can go out and discuss there properly." Teacher screamed making us look in front and pretending to concentrate.

TAEHYUNG'S POV.

What a ing . How can someone like him be brother of someone like Jimin? Whatever. It will be a waste of time to think about him. Well as I predicted, Yunki hyung completely ignored me and I was so nervous and embarrassed about the kiss that I couldn't gather the enough courage to try to talk to him myself. I knew he would do that but still I had a little bit of hope that he wouldn't do that and talk to me like usual but who was I kidding? This is Min Yunki we are talking about. The same Min Yunki who rejected me two times. The same Min Yunki who treated me like I have committed a big crime just after we kissed. He would have definitely done this. But the feeling of hurt is not leaving my heart. I feel like crying and crying but I know that won't do any good but at least it will lighten up the weight from my mind a little. I can't even tell anyone. Explain them how suffocated I am feeling and ask for help because everyone will accuse me for cheating on my boyfriend. It's not my mistake that my heart decided to fall for someone else when I already had a boyfriend. It's not my mistake that I couldn't control myself from craving for him. It's not my mistake that I still hope for having a future with him even if it is nearly impossible. Or is it? Could have I been control all of this? What if I never decided to stick my nose in his personal life and never tried to help him and just let him be? Would that stop me for falling for him? I don't think so. Even if it was possible I cannot go to past and change everything now. I have to deal with every problem in my life which are caused by my own ing feelings. And Jimin? I have no idea about why on the earth he suddenly started ignoring me and Jeongguk. I tried to talk with him but every time he ignored me. He doesn't sit with me like usual and stopped calling me at night like he used to do before. I don't know what the I did at the first place. Well it seems like everyone is trying to ignore me. Am I not good enough for anyone now? It's OK I will learn to live alone then.

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