A Person in a worse situation than I

"Zuan, lots of people want to date you. What are you going to do about it?"

"They'll have to beat me first."

"..." Does that mean I have no chance at all?

"Anyways, Little Blue, play nicely, I have to go now."

"...Ok, bye."

Now I was left with the big oaf over there.

Sigh. If only I was older, I could participate in the show.

And if I was older, I'd be more powerful!

Maybe I'd be able to beat Zuan!

Then I'd be able to date him.

Or at least be friends.

Zuan... he doesn't treat me like a kid, but he doesn't treat me like an adult either.

I'm not on equal grounds with him.

Whew, I was having mature thoughts again, I was a kid, I should be more childish.

My mom always said that I should be like other kids.

"Fuss more and cry more! Have fun and get angry! Don't try to be considerate!"