Sleepless night

Another sleepless night.

I pondered how this pandemic hit me.

I lost my youth and my future.

Which direction do I need to go?

trapped in a hazy unending maze.

I'm scared to live yet not brave enough to end it.

All those sleepless nights I've wasted.

The heaviness I feel tonight,

Guilty feelings suffocated me.

I thought my future would be bright.

Just some wishful thinking of mine.

-Vanilla Shin-

14/June/2022