1 Prologue

You're really good at this, is what every guy say to me whenever we're under the covers. So often that I got used to it to. Hearing those five words doesn't excite me anymore, or pleases me for even a tiny bit.

And today was no exception.

I forced a smile and looked at the guy who said those words to me. Hindi ko na matandaan kung ano ang pangalan niya o kung paano kami napunta sa sitwasyon na ito, dahil ang alam ko lang ay siya ang lalaking magpapaligaya sa akin sa gabing ito. . . kahit na sa sandaling oras lang.

"Are you having fun?" I asked, even though it was quite obvious.

"Of course. . ." he answered, but trailed off when I started to pick up the pace. "Haa-Don't be too fast, babe."

"But, I like it fast." I smirked and continued what I was doing.

I moved even faster, grinding his shaft in between my thighs, before hungrily showering him with my kisses. The kind of kiss that would make him lose his mind and ask for more. . . and he did, just after a few moments.

Nang magsawa ako, inilipat ko ang mga halik ko mula sa labi niya hanggang sa makarating 'yon sa kanyang leeg. Habang ang mga kamay ko naman ay nakasabunot sa kanyang buhok na nagustuhan niya. He's satisfied, I can tell. Not just by his expression, but also because of his hard thing that's now inside of me.

I moved up and down; fast then slow.

Teasing them was one of the things that make them want me more, and that hasn't failed me tonight as well. Mahigpit niyang hinawakan ang aking beywang at sinabayan ako sa paggalaw, hanggang sa palalim na siya nang palalim sa loob ko. I can even feel his thing throbbing inside me.

Pero kahit mukhang kontento at masaya ang lalaking kasama ko, kabaliktaran naman noon ang nararamdaman. Honestly, I can't feel a thing. Indeed, I was happy just a moment ago, but now. . . I feel empty. I can't feel that warmth that couples said they feel every time they have sex.

The passion.

The intimacy.

I guess, that's the thing about one-night stands. You'll feel a bit satisfied and happy for a few moments, but then at the end of the day, those feelings will disappear once again. They aren't permanent; they're short-lived.

"Babe, slow down," he said, making me look down at him.

Damn. Hindi ko man lang napansin na bumibilis ang kilos ko dahil sa mga iniisip ko. That's how distracted I am.

With a smile as sweet as I could make, I caressed his face then said- "I'm sorry, dear. I got distracted. Maybe we should end this for now?" -before getting off of him.

Kitang kita ko kung paano magbago ang mukha niya. Gulat na gulat ang kanyang mga mata, hindi siguro maintindihan kung ano ang nangyayari o kung bakit ako biglang nangayaw.

"Teka, Z! Hindi pa tayo tapos! Aalis ka na agad?" aniya sa isang tonong hindi ko alam kung galit ba o nagmamakaawa.

Nilingon ko siya nang masuot ko ang aking mga damit. Pero sa halip na sagutin siya, isang ngiti lang muli ang ibinigay ko bago ko kunin ang aking mga gamit at maglakad na patungo sa pinto.

"Babe, wait! Shit!" he said. "When can I meet you again?"

I turned and saw him almost ready to get out of the bed, as if he's thinking if he'll stop me from leaving or just let me be. But after staring at me, his expression changed. He knew that he couldn't do anything, anymore. So he sighed, before saying, "This is the last time, isn't it?"

I smiled at him. "If you're talking about sex, then yes. Sorry." I answered, then opened the door. "See you around."

I went out without turning around for a last glance. Sanay na rin naman kasi ako sa ganito. Starting and ending something like this was never hard for me, which is how I got the title that I never once expected. Never.

Because after all, in the morning, I'm just Serina Espejo Luiz. I'm just a normal college student- plain personality, almost invisible existence and below average looks. I'm not popular at school. Others don't even know I exist. I'm just that girl who people usually call ugly, while my family and relatives call me Sel.

But every night, when school's over, I turn into a different person.

I turn into this sexy girl that wears body-fit dresses, black stilettos, and stunning make-up that could make any guy fall head over heels.

In the morning, I may be just plain, dull Serina. But at night, people know me as Zenna. . . the sex goddess.