Youniverse: Gaia

"Do you remember now?" Every time I close my eyes, I hear her. I am Izac... I am not even sure if that really is my name. I am stuck in an endless loop of life and death. Trying to accomplish a mission that I have no idea why I was tasked with. I am forced to do such a deed because it's the only way I can return to that serene place that I keep longing for. I always hear voices that keep calling me. Who are you? What are you? What do you want from me? She always tells me to have courage and keep going. I have to stay strong to be able to fulfill my mission. To be the salvation of humanity. But, I've already seen countless reasons why they aren't worth saving for. Is it still worth it to save them despite the world slowly getting plunged into chaos and will face inevitable destruction because of their selfish desires? Why do I need to save the same people who made me suffer such fate? They already have received several chances yet they still refused to believe. For how long should I let them do whatever they want? When is this suffering gonna end? I just want happiness but happiness doesn't want me. I wanna give up but I can't. I want this to end but how?