I've never really been good with words; more accurately I've never really been great at expressing myself. There always seem to be a disconnect between my head and mouth. Whenever I seemed to want to say something either it was expressed incorrectly or not expressed at all. I have been struggling in decding how to get through to you all this years, how to express my inner most thoughts and feelings to you but It wasn't only that I somehow couldn't but that I chose not to out of my own fear. I didn't want to hurt you nor did I ever want to make you feel like I didn't love or care for you enough. Please understand that even through all these years of knowing you I still don't know how to properly tell you that I love You. So here we are maybe through this you'll see everything through my eyes and understand me maybe just a little bit more.