you ripped my soul apart, not all deserve second chance, no not you.

You betrag me, i trust you bit you destroy it. Yes everybody deserve seconds chance but not all deserves it. You are not exempted to it. Kets separate ways and continue our life without each others. you ripped my soul you broke the whole me. "A'yao". stay with me. You are the one on my heart despite of the truth that you are married. But i was the first, she just stole you from me. I can suck this all but please just give me time i dint care if thus is a sin i just want you just you. 'A'cheng". I commit a mortal sin, i betray my wife. I got a relation with someone and now i don't know how to get out. The fact that she's now pregnant. I know I was wronged do wrong and i don't deserve to be forgiven but i want my wife back i want her to hear and feel that she was worth to love for. "Lanchen". Ripping my soul is like you kill me. I love you but i love myself more. Loving you is my biggest wronged decision I made in my whole existence. but i never regretted it coz loving you is the best part of my life. "A'yao". if living you is a sin then you sere my greatest mortal sin. if loving you is revenge then you are my sweet revenge. "A'cheng". I love you till my last breath, i maybe betray you but you were the one on my heart no one could replace you. I love you but its too late to say, I hope in our second life we will meet and can continue our journey together. Now i will let you go but still I'm waiting for you. waiting for the time that you could forgive me even if its lifetime still i will wait.'Lanchen'.