What is life all about...

That night I couldn't sleep at all. It's because of two reasons:

1- My period on first day really making me anxious and in pain due to of the menstrual cycle. Such a PMS!

2- K second request cum invitation. Tomorrow oopss...this morning, he already book the ticket for two from last week!

This two kind of reasons making me mixed up the moods all in swirling together. And I really hoping this pain will be subsided and leaving my cramped body ease and relax. Also the first time meeting with K family member will be okay. I didn't hope for so much smoother but just a little comfort could make my mixed up moods breakaway.

"Nervousness is my friend!" that quote I would carrying it on as a reminder. It's okay to have a nervous feeling but contain in within the barrier.

Oh my...the pill didn't help at all!

Due to my condition I had to take an extra warm shower. If I'm at home, I would relax into my bathtub with a little hot water until the pain subsided or lucky enough gone forever! Much for my next cycle!

Here they only provided the warm water for humid weather. Yeah...they control the water temperature and if you really wanted to having hot shower, you had to boil some water and mix it your own self until your desire. Complaint? Next you had to move out living in with other renting students.

Well, I don't mind to suffer a little bit as long as I using my loans only simply for everything.

I'm managed it even my dad always bank-in my monthly expenses and mom also did the same. They both always remember me but more to be like a human being.

They feed me when I needed it didn't care to asked me what I want. If I complain they put down some money and let me get what I want.

Loves? I do have a man call Dad at home but...he always busy with his businesses and Mom? She always with her society, clubs or whatever!

I was all alone at home and because of that they decided to get divorce and they did divorced when I was clever enough about what is life all about.

Instead of eating, playing, crying, fighting...what else in life?

At that moment I know that life was much more than this. Where is the love? Like what Black Eyed Peas claimed in their song.

I feel the love came from both my parents were when I was very young. Throw the smart phone at me, I had to learn so much thing through that electronic devices instead of real human.

I've been more into devices compared to human being. First time I was here, I didn't make any friend at all, in fact I don't mind at all.

They called me weird girl. Other than phone I will definitely into any reading material mode until I forget about the world.

When I was in semester break, I would work as an assistant at any cyber cafe. Sometimes, I night at my Dad place or my Mom's mansion but a few time I was night at the cafe when it open for 24/7 much better!

Life isn't cruel but people making it cruel. That's was including me...until I met with K.

You might wondering about our name right?

Well, my name is L stand for Lone Arilia (Au-rilia). For the short I preferred people called me L. And I was okay for it.

For K...his name is Khalish. I don't know his full name and didn't bother to ask him and everyone called him K so I just follow them. If he wanted to tell me then I know it. If he not...it's okay...

It's just a name for me. What was the meaning behind my name is not important but looking down the Lone word, i do feel aLone all the time and always Lonely...

The sunrise rose up again this morning. I was done with my long shower. The pain did subsided a little but that's okay...it's able to survive for this time. Lol!

Getting ready, I packed some of my essential things into my back pack, couple of shirt and pants and off course lots of pads because I might be having heavy loads for couple of days and need to change once in every two to three hours, regularly.

I put my hair into centipede braids to the side leaving behind some loose strand of hair also to the side. I chose to wear long sleeve plain grey shirt accompany with boot cuts jeans that tight on my bum to knees. Then finally, the sling rubber slipper on my feet.

That was my casual look. I could be anything if I want to from the simple to the complicated one, from innocent to bold one, from nothing to everything.

I hook my shade on my head didn't bother to on it. Staring for awhile in the reflection, I just shrugged it off. Make up?

I was done it with cat eyes eyeliner, blusher and matte stick.

K always like my mole on my nose, the small cute little thing he like the most about me. He said I was look like the South Korean actress, what was her name he said before?

Err...wait...let me recall it back...

Hmm...Han Ga In if I'm not wrong...yes she was and you guys know how was my mole similar like her on the nose.

Satisfied with the look, I grab my purse, phone and earphones. I put them all into my sling bag before took off downstairs. My roommate still sleeping after spending time watching Korean drama until 4 in the morning.

She just thought I was about to sleep after my 'intense' study but of course not! I was lost in my wonder sleepless dreams, roommate!

"Morning, babe...I just about to call you..." he put back his phone into his jeans pocket.

Wow...like promised we wear the same colour attire but we were not even set to having the same attire today.

"Nice braids, babe..." he winked at me and I smiled at him back.

"Are we took a cab, K?" I asked him running my eyes to surrounding.

Lot of students already wake up and doing some morning routines here. Some of them gave us weird look and certain didn't care at all just simply passing by near us.

"Yup!"

I nodded. He brushed off my front fringe away from my eyes before touched the mole playfully.

"Did you sleep well, L?"

I shaked my head.

"It's okay...you can sleep on me after this...that is why I didn't drive..." he said it nonchalantly.

Ohh...I was fooled again. That was why I wondered why he bothering booking the tickets when he already have a car!

We standing there for a moment waiting for a cab. He slide in his palm on me, holding my hand gently, rubbing his thumb slowly on my skin.

I hold his hand while my other hand hugging his hand putting my chin on his shoulder.

"Cold?"

"No...I'm fine...you?" I looked at his side face. He turned to me smiling while shaking his head.

I was examined his appearance today. So handsome and charming.

Where this guy was coming from? Heaven or earth?

He's tighten his hold whenever some of guys walking nearing us. I don't mind about the others at all because this guy already stole something from me.

Breathing in his smell making me slightly in the air, floating freely.

"You smell so good..." I whispered on him tilted my head giving my eyes a chance to explore more on his smooth skin.

He rumbling with chuckles.

"Here's our cab. Come here babe..." he pull me softly into his direction helping me with my bag.

"Thanks..."

"Most welcome, dear..."

He was my angel making me living like a human being but mostly treated me like a lover.

My lover, angel!