16 Coping...

He's changing his style from teenager looks to an adult by wearing his thick frame rectangle glasses and his hair no more long silky like a shampoo model. He cut it into the new style and fashion like a Clarke Kent. His t-shirt style was no longer covering his body but only in his suit crafted to his sculptured body either in dull or pastel colour.

He loves to play with colour whenever he put the clothing on to his body. Well, nothing is wrong about it cause whatever he chose everything looks perfect on him and I could see how many eyes ogling his manly self like they were ready to pounce him down on the bed.

It's really making me frustrated!

Past couple of days I had to lay my hair down covering his crafted art on my neck that happened on Monday's night. The hickeys was all over my left side until my shoulder. And I had to wear the short sleeves shirt in my own room worried if someone caught some with all those beauty bruises on my skin.

When I sent those pictures to K, he just laughing proudly at that and claiming:

"That's mine and I love to make it permanently on your skin just to tell any males out there to back off from staring at you, love..."

Since that night he called me love no longer babe. I was happy but at the same time hated on what he said about making me as his woman. I hate that! I'm not a property, dude!

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Gosh, so damned hot!

I was in hell past this two days and had to surpress my desires on her. I knew she keep on glancing at me when she's got the chances and what can I do by pretending nothing happened between us?

The sensual activity we had together dancing in my head all the time.

I was addicted to her. She was a drug, her lips giving my mind to blown away. The way she move her body mingled with my body letting my brain running wild with having a little taste of herself. And I do noticed Noah gave me his dirty look.

He didn't say anything when I asked his assistance to knocking at the door until she open it before waiting in the car for me.

With sly smirk and smug face he playfully lick his own lips trying to make me miserable-ly alone in my room.

When can I have the moment with her again? Should I planted my seed in her just to let the ogling eyes away from her?

She's beautiful and of course, he had to stop the Anita girl from flirting with her pleasure-ly. I hate when a girl or a boy looking at her like she was a Goddess came from the heaven. She's only for my eyes!

Eh...why I was sounds like a possessive little guy over a girl? No...it's not good and she just might think I was controlling her but...I wish I have a magic wand on my hand and shrink her and let her roam within my sight only. So hard to sharing with others...

My moods these days like a rollercoaster, up and down couldn't stopped about the sensual thought of her. Higher in ecstasy and lower with self-esteem. Sighing...

Wait a minute...I just noticed that Alessia stopped harassing me today.

You might wondering why I had taken control of L couple days ago, right?

It's all started with Alessia. She was cupping my butt cheeks when I was bumped with her on Monday at the staircase to our respective floor. I was on my way to my class and she just heading back to her office.

Seems like she was not feeling so well and just harassing me with her hands. She just got her first day duty job here and already attacking me bravery enough and seriously I don't like a bit about it at all...

The worse part was she lightly graced her finger on my manhood while giggling. She had done it a long time ago. She seduced me and tried to sleep with me but nothing happened back then. Now, she's got the chances to get under my skin again.

I do loved her and never expected to having a skin to skin relationship only with her. I just thought that when I gain her trust and love I will willingly gave myself to her but turned out she broke up with me when my heart overload with love ready to pouring it down just for her...to grab her own achievement leaving me behind.

She didn't get any chance anymore cause there was no love for her from me...only L personally got the privileges of my solely love. I hope she would let me go and continue with her life like her previous teens years.

Because of that, I had to sneak in into L's room just to hold her to taste her that night. She just leaving me at the parking lots revving away with her bike to her residence and turned out, Alessia came to apologize at me.

She said that she wasn't feeling so good and just got back to her normal self. She apologized and said nothing harm would ever done to me ever again. That's what she promised but yesterday...I knew that I couldn't trust her words.

She was flirting with me by her eyes. Eying me up and down when all the lecturer focusing on their task during the meeting. She's smirking playfully making a blowjob gesture to me and Noah did noticed it. Thought that she was sending a signal for him and he just flowing with the flow giving her a dirty gestures throughout the meeting.

After that incident, Noah told me that Alessia did lives opposite our block and she was the one who he helped last weekend.

Shit! Double shit!

I don't know if Alessia knew that we were neighbors there and I really hope that Noah didn't tell her anything about me.

"I invited her for a dinner tonight..."

Out of the blue, Noah make an announcement and I just drop the thought about her and L out of my mind.

"You did what?" I asked him with disbelief remarks on my face for him.

"I just invited her..." he replied back nonchalantly still gluing on his phone.

Should I told him about her?

Getting up abruptly, I ran into my room and getting quick shower, get ready and fly off to my car.

I didn't tell him at all that I sneak out and lucky for me cause my car was the last on the row.

Sped off I was calling L for having a time with her tonight. I really looking forward to it.

"Hmm..." she answered it making a throaty sound. She was sleeping.

"Get ready! I pick you up..." I said while on the wheel leaving as fast as I could.

"Why?" she asked me back. I could hear she was scratching her head loudly and she just turned her body to other side.

"Dinner with me..." I said softly to her.

"But I'm sleepy..." she's making a cute noise and I chuckled into her action.

"Quick, I was downstairs already..." I lied. Took me another 10 minutes to be there.

"Hmm..." she off the phone and I know she's getting ready.

I smiled imagining her sleepy state. She could be sensual enough testing myself when I pull her into my embrace when we were at my parents house.

The way she wiggle on top of me really letting the goosebumps spread out to all over my body. Like I said before she was a drug and I addicted to her.

She was the medicine and I had cured just by her presence next to me. Now I realised how important she is for me. She's my charger, recharging my battery of life.

Oh...the mellow drama did revealed how was my self when just thinking about her.

Took me a complete 7 minutes just to be here. Surprisedly, she was already at the stone stool rubbing her nose while her eyes on phone. I could see clearly she didn't tied up her hair like always.

Chuckling slowly I know why and she just okay with it. I give her a voice message and she hung up her head to my car direction.

She walked leisurely yet lazily to my car with her short sleeves black shirt and knee length sweatshirt in gray. Her eyes showed the sleepiness. I knew she had a rough day today. Having multiple tests and quizzes let alone the soon due assignments waiting to submitted. Lab reports like crazy bunch of future scientist on board ready to be printed out and submitted by the end of this week.

She totally changed and did all the tasks as early as she could so she had a pleasure to herself at the end after she completed the givens to her. I was beyond happy but still worried about her condition. I knew how was it feel to be rushing in everything before had to put the 100% focus on the final year project until I was free from the thunderous burden weighing my shoulder. It's finally off and I could breathe easily now.

She's looked healthy but fatigue did consumed her soul slowly. This her 7th semester here and she had to struggle along with the practical training coming soon. I really do hope she already resolved that matter first. And hope she got what she wants there.

Her upcoming 5 related projects need to be the end in another two months and at the same time preparing the big final presentations about her main courses here. Hope she can manage all along this period...