9 Chapter 9: Regionals

The light shines, the curtains open, the spotlight shines on us, we both come out and it is time to leave it all out on the floor. No regrets, no holding back, no secrets kept in, no feelings left behind. It was time to let go and leave everything out on the floor and see what happened from there. At least I will be free and expressed everything I needed to express about my feelings with the chance if him approving me but also the chance of rejection.

🎵🎶"So love love love love me like you do."🎶🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵

That's it I sang the last line of the sing Just letting go of all my emotion and showing just how deep my love runs for Blaine as I'm imagining myself as being that princess I dreamed about and him being my Prince Charming. I showed everything through my performance: my whole mind, soul, and heart pouring out everything I feel. All emotion, All feeling, All thoughts, All expression, All of this directed towards him. It felt good to let him know all I feel about him with my facial expressions, the words in the song I uttered out full of emotion and meaning, the movements of grabbing his hand in mine. It felt such a relief to leave all I was feeling but I know If I face the rejection it would feel like there was an anchor holding me down the surface with no way of rising back up. I would feel my heart being torn apart from the inside out being broken into pieces. I awaited for the pain that was destined to come but instead was welcomed with a hand wrap around my face and the feeling of his lips on mine.

💥 The feeling of Fireworks 💥