6 Chapter 6: Afterwards

That night I went home dreaming in stars! I felt like Mia from La La Land dancing in my own city of stars shining ever so brightly. I did not want my crazy obsessive boy-crazy self to put my feelings out like that but it was no use. It was a must! I had to feel the lips of my teenage dream against mine, it was just too perfect to not do that. There was a million reasons why I shouldn't have done that: what if he doesn't feel the same way? What if he thinks I'm some crazy 16 year old? What if he never talks to me again and I just blew my chance of happiness? Despite the million reasons why I should not have done it which I would have known If I listened to my head but instead I had to go think with my heart and allow the one reason why I should kiss him to outweigh all the other reasons why I shouldn't. My heart wanted to listen to the reason that I could potentially live out my dream fairytale in real life with my teenage dream! Now to only figure out whether this was the right choice to follow my heart this time or should have listened to my head telling me no.