YOU MADE ME THIS WAY

"Do you believe in love?.....Mr Lindon", Spaner his therapist asked.

Sitting from across him with one leg folded over the other in the small black leather sofa Lindon didn't even have to think to answer "Of course I do".

Spaner did not make an effort to hide his shock, he was suprised how a quick mouthed, disrespectful and belligerent teenager believed in love "And what exactly is your version of love?, or how could you best describe love in your own terms?".

Lindon shrugged at his ineptness to find a perfect description "Love is truly too strong to describe, it is has no perfect description and in my own small terms love is when you are devoted to me, when you are always there for me, when you prioritize me before others, love is when you are loyal to me and I never have to question that loyalty, love is when you look at me and feel pain because you love me and you never want to loose me and love is simply just a headache and stress, cause you can never love without pain, but for you to know what pain is you have to have felt love and in the end they kind of coincide, so when you love me it should ache just thinking of me and if you don't feel this way then your love is fake and if you believe its genuine, then it's not the kind of love I'm looking for".

The therapist nodded in deep thought "True love does require all that, but can you give someone all that fits into your description, can you stomach the pain, the stress and the headache of love, can you give it all to someone willingly?".

He nodded his head with a simple yes in response.

"And is there anyone you can say you love this way?".

With a sigh he drew out his next sentence "The only family I have left is a cousin who I have no feelings what so ever for, and the only two people I have ever loved are gone, so no there is no-one I love like that..........but there is something".

Intrigued Spaner motioned for him to go on then lowered himself on his chair.

"I think it's better if I'd tell you from the beginning, so buckle your seat belt it's going to take a while atleast I'd have spent a good two hours before my journey".

"Then go on please, Mr.......Morningstar".

Lindon chuckled and began reminiscing "Well it was a rainy day".

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💜AIO💜

Hey guys um so if you've read minus you minus me you'll see that the books kind of mix because Lindon is a character from it and this book just specifically describes his life and why he is the way he is. I hope you enjoy.