8 Why can't I say no

I followed him into the house "This is Chae's house, but she's i n Korea at the moment." he said as I walked into the kitchen, Park Chae Young is Jimin's younger sister. When Jimin and I were living together she would come over to the apartment often and spend a lot of time with us, she and I became close friends. So when Jimin left me it was strange and unexpected when Chae also disappeared on me. She had blocked me on all her social media and her phone, I felt as if I had done something to wrong the both of them. However with Jimin's return a part of me felt that I still haven't gotten closure or an explanation, Jimin began cooking as I sat sipping on a beer he gave me, "So you cook now?" I asked half-heartedly. Jimin looked at me with a smile, "You won't believe what else I've learned to do." he said with a chuckle as he turned the stove off and walked over to me with a plate and another beer. I side eyed him and then began eating the food he gave me, wow he really did learn to cook and did a great job at it I thought as I continued eating, I began wondering to myself who taught him to cook.

I began wondering if it was his mom, or a new girlfriend maybe my thoughts were interrupted when Jimin came up behind me to collect my plate, he leaned up against my back and slid one hand around my waist as the other removed the empty plate. "Jimin, I...." was all that escaped my lips as Jimin pressed his lips against mine as he kissed me fiercely, deeply I should have stopped him, I should have demanded him to drop me home. I should have slapped him, but stupid me allowed him to continue kissing me and soon I was wrapping my arms around his neck and deepening the kiss. Next I was pulling his shirt and vest off as he carried me over to the sofa as he laid me on the sofa and started kissing me along my neck, he then takes off my top and began kissing his way towards my breast. Soon we were both naked and having intense noisy sex as Jimin always knew how to make me moan and scream his name, when we were done a wave of guilt hits me hard and I just wanted to get home. I quickly got dressed and almost ran out of the house, Jimin ran out behind me, "Simone stop." he said as he grabbed my hand and pulled me into his arms, "I'm sorry, that was not what I had planned, I just wanted....." he trailed off.

"Just drop me home." I said softly as my arms were just hanging at my sides while Jimin was embracing me, when I got home, Minseok wasn't home yet, it was already one-thirty in the morning and as I walked into the apartment. My phone vibrated with a message from Minseok, I dropped the phone on the kitchen counter and went straight to the shower and then to bed, I arose the next morning to breakfast in bed and Minseok in boxers with a warm smile. He pulled me into him kissing me full on the lips, "Morning." I mumbled as I sleepily pulled myself up in the bed. I began to eat the breakfast Minseok made as he strode into the bathroom to get himself prepared to leave the apartment to get to his office. I sat in bed, phone in hand going through my social media and skimming through news headlines while sipping my coffee, "Simone.", I heard Minseok say my name in a deep voice from the the entrance of the bathroom. I turned to him and instantly fumbled my phone as Minseok stood completely naked by the doorway of the bathroom, I shook my head and began smiling. "Don't you have to get to the office early?" I asked while Minseok strolled towards the bed, he crawled up onto the bed, grabbed my phone and cup and placed it on the side table.

He then pounced on top of me and said , "One day late won't be a problem." he then began kissing me hungrily as he began to undress me, I ended up getting to the office and hour late, hickies peppered my neck and shoulders. I walked into my office with a huge smile on my face as I was unconsciously fingering a necklace that hung around my neck. I walked past the boys office and entered the office I shared with the girls, "Where can I find a man that buys me stuff and has me walking into work an hour late." Nikki said with a mischievous smile on her face. I laughed "This wasn't bought, it was his grandmother's, it's a family heirloom." I finished, a dreamy look in my eyes, the girls began teasing me and we were all laughing and talking until Galaxy walked in. With all the teasing and laughing I missed the loudest person in our group, she looked like she was on the verge of tears , "Galaxy what's wrong?" Mimi asked, Galaxy looked at us and broke down as she took a seat, "My mother will die if we don' get her a new heart." she said in between sobs. "The doctors only give her two months more." she finished, as the closest one to where she sat I walked over to her and held her as she sobbed loudly.

My perfect morning now took a bad turn , Galaxy's mother was born with a congenital heart defect, since I'd first met Galaxy her mon has always been in and out of the hospital having treatments and surgeries done. Now it seems her heart condition had gotten worse and a heart transplant was he only option left for her mom's survival. Galaxy was a mess all day as her mind was on he mom and not on the case at hand until her brother called her phone letting her know that their mother was admitted into the hospital again.

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