I can't take it anymore, Kookie.
I'm done making excuses.
I'm done faking a smile every time someone asks if I'm okay.
I'm not okay.
I haven't been for a long time.
But I will be.
Soon.
Please don't hate me anymore, Kookie.
I know I wasn't the perfect hyung, but I care about you.
I love you.
I never stopped loving you.
Even when you ignored me.
Even when you hurt me.
Even when you pushed me away.
I wish we could have had a different story.
But we can't.
I can finally see that.
So I guess this is it.
Goodybye, Jungkook.