At The Mercy of One's Emotions

Finally finished with his meeting, Jinn had made his way back to his parent's house. Unlocking the door, Jinn walked into the smell of something delectable, so he made his way into the kitchen to see Art cooking, with Allen leaned over on the counter, a smile on his face while he watched.

"Ah you're back, just in time for dinner, Art is making spaghetti.", said Allen, his eyes lighting up as he noticed Jinn standing there.

"How did the meeting go?", Art asked.

"Fine, I think I made a good impression, they'll get back to us.", Jinn responded, leaning his weight against the frame of the doorway.

"I see, and Dad wanted to send me, you are a better socialite than I am.", Art chuckled.

With his dimples quickly appearing, a huge smile made its way onto Jinn's face, "he definitely made the right call.", he chuckled.

"I sure missed that smile and those dimples.", Allen added, and Jinn forced his smile away, sucking his lips inward although that only made his dimples appear deeper.

Ignoring Allen's comment, Jinn stood up straight, clearing his throat. "I'm gonna go see what Kai's up to.", said Jinn, exiting the kitchen.

"Dinner's almost ready so hurry back with your hermit crab of a boyfriend.", Art hollered as Jinn left. Making his way up the stairs, Jinn smirked, chuckling to himself. Of course, Kai was going to stay in the room by himself, he was alone in the house with those two for God sakes.

"Babe, you awake?", Jinn asked as he walked in, closing the door behind him. Hearing the shower running, Jinn smirked, making his way toward the bathroom. "Babe, I'm back.", said Jinn, but there was no answer.

"Babe?", he called out again, before his piercing blue eyes grew wide. Quickly opening the shower door, Jinn's heart began to race as he saw Kai hunched against the shower wall, with his head down and his knees up to his chest, he was fully clothed!

"Kai, what the fuck are you doing?!", a panicky Jinn asked as he turned off the water and squatted down.

Letting out a sigh, Kai raised his head, his entire body drenched from head to toe, "I need it.", he said softly, his tone almost pleading.

"Huh?", Jinn asked, alarmed and confused.

"Fuck me please, I need it!", Kai whined as he leaned up, wrapping his arms around Jinn's neck and kissing him passionately.

Kissing Kai back, Jinn didn't know whether to be turned on or scared, but he complied, running his fingers through his lover's wet hair. As the two kissed, Jinn could feel how turned-on Kai was, he was aggressive and trying his best to dominate, but Jinn wasn't going to allow that to happen.

Sliding his hands up Kai's sides, Jinn then slid his hands over, massaging Kai's chest and squeezing on his nipples.

"Ngh!", Kai moaned, his body flinching as Jinn continued to kiss and touch him. Enjoying every inch of what was happening to his body right now, Kai was suddenly brought back to reality as Jinn grabbed him by the collar, ripping his shirt straight down the middle. For a moment the two stared at each other before Kai threw himself on Jinn, knocking him backward to the other wall of the shower.

As the two kissed, their tongues fought for dominance as Kai practically ripped Jinn's pants open, quickly bypassing the boxers and grabbing a handful of veiny rock-hard manhood. Pulling away from his boyfriend, Jinn let out a gasp, tilting his head back as Kai began to jerk him off. "Mn!", Jinn moaned softly before closing his eyes.

"Mn!", Kai pretended to moan in his boyfriend's ear. "You like that?", he asked before moaning again and Jinn let out a rare high-pitched whimper. With a smirk, on his face, Kai nibbled on Jinn's ear, all while he was still stroking the length in between Jinn's thighs. "You gonna come?", Kai asked seductively, and Jinn nearly lost his mind.

"Uh-uh.", Jinn playfully declined, a smirk on his face as he grabbed Kai's hand, forcing him to stop. "I'll cum when I'm ready.", he said sternly, as he grabbed a handful of Kai's dark hair, forcing his head back, biting, nibbling and sucking on his neck all at once.

"Mn.", Kai's voice whined as he felt Jinn's hands going into his already open pants.

"What's gotten into you? You want it that bad?", Jinn asked, his deep voice sending a shiver down Kai's spine.

"Ngh!", Kai whimpered, as Jinn began to stroke his member faster.

"Huh?", Jinn questioned again as he waited for Kai to answer.

"Please, I want it, I want it!", Kai spoke, panting in between his words.

With a shudder in his exhale, Jinn let go of Kai's manhood, quickly raising his bottom and sliding his pants down further while Kai stood, sliding his down as well. Stepping out of his soaking wet pants and underwear, Kai walked closer, his legs on either side with Jinn in between them.

With a grin on his face, Jinn's piercing blue eyes traced Kai's body from his pigeon-toed feet up to his soaking wet hair. Raising his hands, Jinn grabbed hold of Kai's waist, pulling him down on top of him, their rock-hard members now pressed up against each other's. Licking his fingers first, Jinn lightly slid his hand down Kai's back, continuing to his bottom.

"Mn!", Kai moaned, quickly burying his head in the nape of his boyfriend's neck as he felt those two fingers' entering. Letting out a heavy breath, Jinn pushed his fingers in further, closing his eyes as he listened to Kai's sexy moans.

"Should I add one more?", Jinn said coquettishly, his deep suave voice sending a shiver down Kai's spine once again.

"Ngh, fuck!", Kai cursed as Jinn slid another finger in, the three of them, slowly sliding in and out.

For a moment, Jinn continued, before he pulled his fingers out, he was so turned on that he couldn't bear to wait any longer. Putting his weight on his knees, Kai raised himself up, grabbing hold of Jinn's throbbing veiny member and placing it at his entrance.

Throwing his head back, Kai bit his lip, squeezing his eyes shut as he eased Jinn's rock-hard member deep inside him. "Mn!", he whimpered as he began to guide his hips up and down.

"Uh…Fuck.", Jinn said softly as he placed his hands on Kai's backside, squeezing as he helped guide his lover up and down.

Feeling that Kai was wet enough, Jinn began to thrust his hips upward, simultaneously helping Kai move up and down on his length. "Mn! Yes!", Kai cried out as Jinn began hitting his spot over and over.

"Ngh!", Kai whimpered, as Jinn picked up the speed, thrusting quite hard as Kai came back down on his length over and over.

"Uh…shit.", Jinn cursed again as he glanced down at his manhood being swallowed over and over. Biting his lip Jinn began thrusting his hips upward even faster as Kai came back down on him.

"Oh yes, right there, right there baby!", Kai moaned loudly as he dug his nails into his boyfriend's shoulders.

Ignoring the slight discomfort in his shoulders, Jinn glanced down to see that, that same clear liquid was seeping from Kai's length, he was going to cum soon! Removing a hand from Kai's backside, Jinn rubbed the palm of his hand on the tip of Kai's length, wetting his hand before he grabbed hold of his boyfriend's twitchy length.

"Mn!", Kai whimpered as he leaned backward, arching his hips further as the feeling was overwhelming at this point. "Jinn…Jinn, I'm gonna cum!", Kai moaned as he threw his head back, his eyes watering as he felt the knot finally exploding his lower abdomen.

"Uhn…mn!", Jinn moaned as he watched the warm liquid squirting from Kai's manhood, he began to cum as well.

After a quick shower, Jinn and Kai both dressed in sweatpants, cuddling in bed at Kai's request. "I'm sure dinner is probably ready by now babe, aren't you hungry? Art was making spaghetti when I came in.", said Jinn.

"I'm a little, can we just stay here a bit longer please?", Kai said softly as he snuggled closer to Jinn, taking in his warmth and smell.

"Okay, but…", Jinn began to say before he paused.

"But what?", Kai asked.

"You want to tell me what the fuck that was? You scared the shit out of me. If you were trying some kind of new kinky role play, I didn't care for it much.", Jinn finally said what he was thinking, as he pulled Kai closer.

"…", not saying anything, Kai let out a deep, but silent exhale and Jinn could feel it as their bodies were so close.

"What's wrong babe?", he asked, kissing Kai on the forehead.

"I wasn't role playing.", Kai said softly.

"No? Then what?", Jinn asked a bit alarmed as he sat up on one elbow to get a better look at Kai.

"I…I just felt dirty.", Kai responded, burying his head in Jinn's chest.

"Kai, I am so damn lost right now.", Jinn responded, and you could hear the frustration growing in his voice. Letting go of Jinn, Kai sat up properly, staring down at his legs in front of him.

"I…I wal..", Kai began to say nervously, but a knock sounded on the door, before it opened and the two looked up to see Allen standing there with a smile on his face.

"Art say's you're not allowed to stand him up for dinner.", he said.

"Well Kai doesn't seem to be feeling well so…", Jinn began to say, but Kai cut him off.

"It's fine, lets go.", said Kai as he stood up, waiting for Jinn.

For a moment Jinn sat there, his brows slightly furrowed as he stared at Kai. Letting out a sigh, Jinn got up off the bed, nodded to Kai and the three of them went downstairs for dinner.

When they got to the kitchen, they saw that Art had made a nice spread of spaghetti, garlic bread and nice side salad. "Dinner is served.", he said with a smirk on his face and everyone sat down at the counter barstools.

"I hope no one minds that I didn't set the dining room table, that's Mom's thing.", said Art as everyone began helping themselves.

"It's cool, thanks for dinner.", Jinn added.

"No problem.", said Art as he took a quick glance at Kai. He couldn't help but to notice that Kai was doing his best not to look at him. "Cute.", he said under his breath.

"Here.", said Allen, placing garlic bread on Art and Jinn's plate with a smile on his face. Glancing up for a moment, Kai rolled his eyes, Allen was obviously being immature.

"Here you go babe.", said Jinn, placing garlic bread on Kai's plate.

"Thanks.", he said softly with a smirk on his face and Allen rolled his eyes as he watched the two.

After dinner, Jinn made his way to the bathroom while Allen had stepped out to have a cigarette, leaving Kai and Art alone, complete silence in the kitchen. As Jinn left out, Kai got up from the table, intending on leaving out as well, but Art stopped him.

"Put the food away for me?", he asked politely.

"…", glancing at Art for a minute, Kai quickly turned his head away and began grabbing containers from the cabinet. Quickly putting the food away, Kai placed it in the refrigerator, and began to make his way out of the kitchen once more.

"You're quite the stubborn little cookie, aren't you?", said Art, stopping Kai in his tracks.

"What?", Kai said rudely as he turned around to see Art washing dishes with a smirk on his face.

"I mean, I went upstairs to tell you dinner was ready about twenty minutes before Allen did. When neither of you answered, I opened the door, but you two were busy, so I left.", Art continued.

"…", a bit mortified, Kai stared back at Art who was now looking at him. Art had just indirectly stated that he had heard them having sex in the bathroom!

"You can lie to yourself all you want Kai, but you'll have to at least admit that, that was a little too easy. I would've brought someone over to fuck a long time ago had I known that I could turn you on like that.", Art chuckled.

"Look, I can't blame anyone, but myself for watching you and Allen, but you need to stop! Your Mom is sick, so you and Jinn need each other, don't make me a wedge in between you two!", Kai said sternly.

"Correction, you were watching me.", said Art, continuing to flirt.

"Art, I love Jinn!", Kai said angrily.

"But you like me.", Art responded, the smirk on his face finally dissipating.

"Want to join me for a cigarette?", said Allen coming back into the kitchen.

"…", rolling his eyes, Kai hurried out of the kitchen and made his way upstairs leaving Art and Allen alone.

"You sure have bad timing you know that?", said Art as he directed his attention back down at the dishes he was washing.

"You really think he likes you?", Allen asked, placing himself back down on the barstool.

"I don't know, but I'm willing to find out.", said Art, rinsing the dishes he had just washed.

"As I've said before, this is just petty, even if you do like him Art.", said Allen rolling his eyes.

"I have to admit that it was just a game at first, but.."

"He's interesting, I know.", said Allen rolling his eyes again. "Anyway, he's head over heels for Jinn, so neither one of us have a chance. Besides, Jinn has barely said two words to me."

"Speak for yourself.", said Art shaking his head.

"What do you mean?", Allen asked, raising a brow.

"Although my plan is coming along slowly, it's going just fine.", said Art.

"But Art…", Allen began to whine before Art cut him off.

"Are you going to continue to bitch or are you going to work harder? Either way, I'm not interested.", said Art, slight irritation in his tone.

"…", lowering his head, Allen clenched both fists in his lap. Years ago, he was the world to one brother and good company to the other, but all that had changed. Although he had only felt this way a few times in his whole life, Allen had to admit that he was fuming with jealousy, he didn't like being second to another.