3 I’m nothing

I don't think I can ever go back to the way things were. It's just too much for someone like me to handle. I'm just a teenager. Why are people so cruel...sometimes I wonder if people are born without hearts or feelings.

Why are they doing this to me?? Do they know how it feels? To be looked at like a piece of trash... like if your nothing. Is there really that much hate in this world??

I can't help but ask myself if there is really any good left in this world... people say the good will always overpower the bad but...I don't believe that's true

I want people to know how I feel when they do this to me...is it just a joke for them? Why can't I speak up for myself averytime I try to a knot forms in my throat and I have keep quiet because if not than I might burst into tears in front of everyone and that would just make the bullying worse..."oh look, it's the crybaby" I can already imagine their comments, making fun of me like if I'm invisible to them.