18 Chapter 18

Shownu's POV

Me and Changkyun were waiting for Wonho and Hyungwon to show up. We were helping Wonho with his little surprise that he has for Hyungwon. Soon I got a text from Wonho saying that they were on their way. I looked at Changkyun and saw that he was getting tierd.

Shownu: Hang in there a little while longer Kyun. They will be here soon. I promise.

Changkyun: Shownu, can I ask you something?

Shownu: What is it?

Changkyun: Would you want to have a child? I'm just getting paranoid about it and about not knowing your opinion on it and it's just that I-

I cut him off by pulling him into a kiss. I feel him losen up knowing that everything was going to be okay. I pulled away and look at him in the eyes.

Shownu: I would love to. I know an orphanage that we can go to that have all ages of kids.

Changkyun smiled and hugged me.

Changkyun: Are you sure though? We aren't married yet and I don't want to rush things and now I'm getting paranoid again.

Shownu: Hey! Calm down, Kyun I already told you that I would love to. And I don't care, I'd rather do this at the pace you want to go. I'm fine with anything that you want. I will follow you wherever you go and do. So yes, I want to have a child even if it means adopting one.

Changkyun smiled again and calmed down. Soon we heard voices in the distance.

Shownu: Come, let's hide.

Hyungwon's POV

Me and Wonho arrived at the beach. We were having fun and it made me forget all my worries. I was surprised when we came up to a beautifully decorated place on the beach and I became speechless. I looked at Wonho. He looked like he was about to cry.

Hyungwon: Wonho-ah, what's wrong? What's bothering you?

Wonho: This is the place where Jooheon had-

I cut him of by kissing him. I pulled away and looked at him.

Hyungwon: Wonho, that's in the past. Don't think about it. Plus I'm the one who's supposed to be crying. This place is beautiful.

Wonho: Not as beautiful as you.

I looked back at Wonho from admiring the layout. I smiled when he was standing there, then I noticed something in his hands.

Hyungwon: What do you have in your hands? What are you hiding?

Wonho: Hyungwon, you know that I love you right? And that I want to protect you from everything I can?

Hyungwon: Yes?

Wonho: Then you know that I will never stop loving you for who you are, for who you will be and for who you want to be. I will never stop loving you and our future family if we have one. And I will always protect you like I have been since high school. Everytime I look at you, I get reminded of why I fell in love you. When you are in my arms, I know that you are safe. And I know that you will always be safe when I'm with you. I know that you will stay with me. And I will stay with you. No matter if we fight or if we have arguments, I will always stay with you. I am so grateful that I have you in my life. And I wouldn't change it for a thing. You will always be where my home is. So I'm asking you with all my love, will you marry me?

I was in tears after he finished. I shook my head.

Hyungwon: Yes!!

I went and hugged him tight not wanting to let go. I heard a noise behind us and I let go of Wonho and turned around to see Shownu and Changkyun standing there.

Shownu: Surprised?

I smiled and ran over to him and hugged him. Shownu returned it knowing that I was happy.

Wonho: Wonnie! Get your butt back here, I still need to put the ring on your finger.

I went back over to Wonho and he put it on. I felt Changkyun put his arm around my shoulders and brought me into a side hug.

Changkyun: Looks like I'm not the only one getting married now.

Hyungwon: Why would you think that? Wonho probably would have waited longer but I'm happy he didn't.

Wonho: I heard that.

All four of us started laughing.

Changkyun: Me and Shownu have something to tell you.

Hyungwon: What is it?

I went and put my arm around my Wonho's shoulders while he put his arm around my waist.

Shownu: We decided to adopt after we get married.

Me and Wonho were in shock.

Changkyun: Surprise.

Hyungwon: I'm shocked and I don't know what to say. Congrats first of all but oh my god.

Shownu laughed at me and hugged me.

Shownu: Are you getting shy?

Hyungwon: No I'm just at a loss of words.

We laughed. Soon we started heading back home and our separate ways. Once me and Wonho got home, I layed down on the couch. Wonho had come over to me and got down to face level with me.

Hyungwon: What's wrong?

Wonho: I have been hiding something from you. And I was hiding it from you for two reasons, one is because I was going to surprise you by proposing to you and two because I didn't want you to worry about me and I realized that I can't hide it from you any longer.

Hyungwon: What are you talking about?

Wonho: I'm starting to have depression and I have to go to a mental hospital for a couple days.

Hyungwon: How many days?

I was hurting after Wonho told me. I had sat up and we were still facing each other.

Wonho: 5 days is what they told me. Look, I promise that I will be back. 5 days then I'm done. It's to make sure I don't hurt myself.

Hyungwon: But I can make sure you don't hurt yourself!!

Wonho: Wonnie, I understand that, but what if your asleep and I decide to harm myself?

Hyungwon: Then I will make sure to wake up and stop you before you do!!

Wonho's POV

Hyungwon was crying his eyes out after I told him. I pulled him into a hug and surprisingly he didn't push me away.

Wonho: Wonnie, it's going to be okay. Shownu and Changkyun will come over and check on you each day and make sure you eat or they can stay the 5 days I'm gone. I don't want you to fall down the path of having depression. It's a very dark path.

Hyungwon was still crying. I was trying to calm him down as best as I could. I then remembered something that helps Hyungwon when he is this upset.

Wonho: Hyungwon, lay down for a little bit okay? I will be back.

I turned the TV on so it would distract him. And I went into the kitchen and started cooking his favorite meal. Once I was done i took a bowl into him. Hyungwon sat up and grabbed the bowl from me. I saw that he was calming down.

Hyungwon: Promise me that it will only be the 5 days and that you will call me each and everyday. So I know that your okay. Because I can't just let you go there without knowing that your okay.

Wonho: I promise. After the 5 days are done, I promise you that I will never leave you again. And if you aren't mad at me, I would like to talk about our wedding. I know I just proposed to you like an hour ago, but I want to change the subject and make you happy again.

Hyungwon: When have you ever NOT made me happy? I know that I'm sensitive but I'm always happy when I'm with you and I will never stop being happy with you and I will never stop loving you.

Hyungwon looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and he scooted closer to me and we watched some Netflix.

Hyungwon: Thank you for the soup.

Wonho: Your welcome Wonnie.