It's hard

episode 1 :

Hi well, I 1st born daughter of my parents.

Oldest one..... Opps sorry I should introduce myself first.

I'm 21 years old live in North Asia my name is Myin Kim.

Well I grew up for like 6 years watchin my parents fighting all the time since the very last I was born they say...

I wonder if I'm the reason they fought all the way here?? Woah shocking I hope I'm not because I'll be so upset to know that..

I have two younger brothers one is four years younger Moon Kim and other one is like six years younger Tyin kim.

How come they fought all the time and still managed to have three kids??

I'm not judging them but imagine growing up in such circumstances where you have to see abusing, beating, fights, hate sadness etc all the time.

I was the only kid in my family who never spoke to anyone.

I was able to speak but since I remember everything from the age of 3 I didn't wanted to talk to anyone. I was depressed in such a small age..

Cause of who?? Can you tell?

I had all of my family members but I was still alone.

My father used to drink a lot and beat me for no reason.

My mother hated me because I exist.

Terrible and messed up life I had.

No one would believe that a six years old girl had thoughts of committing suicide.