1 Introduction

I feel that the night sky is one of the most beautiful sights to see.The moon and stars contrast against the wide stretch of darkness and provide an unusual sense of peace and joy to me,but,not as much joy as her existence.In a way,the night sky reflects a part of who I am and how I am.In a way,its like I am the wide stretch of darkness and she is the stars that are placed so strategically that it's so hard not to stare.The wind blows gently through my hair and it feels as if my hair is being caressed.I close my eyes and relax,enjoying the wind,yet,still deep in thought about her and what her very existence does to me.I feel my lips curve up into a slight smile when her soft voice echoes into my head.I imagine what waking up next to her every morning would be like.Suddenly, the usual frown crawls back onto my face as the bitter thoughts of her so called 'boyfriend' enter my mind.That lucky bastard has no idea who I am and what I have planned for him for even thinking that he actually stands a chance with her.A sadistic smile appears on my face when thoughts of his mutilated corpse start popping up in my head.Oh well,those are just thoughts for now,maybe soon,they may become a reality.I take out a cigarette and lighter from my pocket and start enjoying the cancer sticks.Luckily,these cancer sticks won't actually kill me because of my rapid healing ability.You know,like how you get people who shift from human to wolf?Well,I shift from human to a panther and it's pretty unusual,am I right?Besides,I think Caldyn Carvalli should have been the easiest and the form and/or type of introduction.I feel like I am making  a joke of myself right here...guess I can't help it because I can't even man up and grow a pair and profess my truest feelings to my mate.Yes,mate.Just as soppy as all the other supernatural stories out there,right?Well I don't know.I guess,the mate bond just has a strong pull on my mind and heart and I can't give up my only chance to change myself.My head hurts with all of this thinking,it feels like my brain cells are dying.My thoughts drift of back to her angelic face,angelic because that face saved me from myself and also kept me alive for this long.My heart starts to beat rapidly and my breathing gets a little faster as thoughts of her and I,as lovers,pop up in my head.The mind is so cunning at times,it shows you what you want but it can never give it to you.If you want it,you have to work hard and make sure that you understand what you want for your future and who you want in your future,to be with you when things are bitter but also when things are good.

Now I know for sure that I want her to be by my side so the first step would be to get rid of that stupid 1 week 'boyfriend' of hers.

I throw the cigarette,now getting bored of smoking and I smash it into the ground with my shoe.My hair falls on my face as I look down at the little smoke coming out from under my shoe and smirk a bit when i think that it kind off represents that boy who thinks he's oh,so great and can be the lover of my mate.The thing is that she is mine and I won't let an idiot take her away from me.

My thoughts drift off back to her again.I decide to stand up and pull off my shirt and discard my pants and shift into the other form.As I shift,I feel the bones snap and my teeth get sharper.My sense of sight,hearing and smell get more acute,and I can properly see in the dark now.I decide to go for a run,mainly to see my mate.I run for about 10 minutes until I come across a small pond.I decide to hydrate myself and start quenching my thirst.As I drink,I look at the reflection of the sky in the water and it looks absolutely stunning.The ripples in the water enhance the reflection and make it look more like a painting on a canvas done by an expert painter.Suddenly,I hear a twig snap.My head darts upwards as my ears twitch a bit.I sniff the air to try and catch any scent,but I don't get much except for a sweet scent in the distance.Its almost like a perfume whose name is at the tip of my tongue but I can't seem to remember.My ears twitch a little more when I hear the crunch of leaves.I pick my head up fully and hold it in high and in a manner that shows that I have my guard up.I look around the surrounding area to find the source of the sound but my search ends as I look at the sight in front of me in awe.The most important thing in my life was right in front of me,as she had slipped out from a nearby bush.I take slow and cautious steps towards her,so I don't frighten her.Her face has a look of shock and worry on it.As I near her,she cautiously  scoots away and so I pause my movement.

Her hands quickly come to shield her eyes,as if to rid off the sight in front of her and that makes my heart hurt.My ears instinctively flatten a bit and I lay down on the ground in defeat and to show her that I don't mean any harm.I closed my eyes in an effort to make her feel less intimidated by me,but what she did surprised me."You're really an amazing cat,you know ?" She stated whilst her fingers caressed my ears.

What more could I ask for at this moment?

I mean,my mate really isn't as scared if me as I had thought before.I guess now that means that I may be able to get her easier than I thought...