45 CHAPTER 44
Jiyoung pov:
"Jiyoung....."
Wtf.....is he doing here...
"J-jungkook..."
"Bunssssss...." He said and started walking towards me....
Why does he have to come....i was trying so damn hard to move on....and he had to ruin everything.......i dont want to talk to him...i will just break down...Before he can come any closer i placed my hand infront of me...and he stopped...
Hurt was evident in his eyes.....he became skinny....he lost his charm... hot tears were running down his cheeks....we were just looking at each other.....looking at us cry the sky too started crying....it was sobbing damn!! hard.......looking at him bought all those memories back....when we first met...when we went for shopping togther.....when we went to the amuzement park....when we were playing uno...when we started watching a drama together.....when we travelled together...when we hugged for the first time.....when we started arguing...when we started hurting each other.....and that worst moment....when he asked me to leave.....all of those memories flashed infront of me....and the long awaited tears rolled down my cold rosy cheeks....All kind of emotions were running through my body.....
I am happy that i got to see him.....i am sad that we r in pain...i am mad that he insulted me and hurt me.....but actually....wt i am feeling the most now is mad.....i am so damn mad at him i just want punch him.....If he will be here for another min then i will actually do that....
"Jungkook leave....just leave plz....i dont want u here..."
"Bunss...lemme-
"Just go away jungkook....why r here....want to hurt me again....want to insult me again....was that not enough.....just plzzz leave.....i dont want to see you.....just FCKING LEAVE..."
I said and started going towards the counter...he suddenly hugged me from the back.....i could feel my shirt getting soaked with his tears....
"Let me go..."
"B-Bunssss pleaze dont leave me again....plz....i dont think i can handle it again...just listen to me....plzzz...."
"T-That day i followed u and yoongi hyung....-
"Wt..."
"Bunsss plzz lemme finish..."
"You both were happy...u went to his house...he gave u a bracelet and u guys hugged....hyung was having a huge ass smile on his face....he rarely gives that smile to someone so i thought he loved u.....i didnt want to break his heart...i fckin misunderstood everything.....everything....u were just helping him in proposing....and i thought...like that....i thought if i will turn into my old self u will ask for another position and be happy with yoongi hyung...and i was also recieving damn high amount of stress from my parents...all that hurt sadness pain stress...i couldnt handle it....and i started bursting out infront of u.....i did alot of bad things....i regret it so damn much.....i know this no excuse...i am so sry for everything bunss.....all the things i told u.....from the bottom of my heart i didnt mean them...i am so damn sry...."
I am boiling with anger...i clenched my fists....during his explanation...my veins popping out.....my nail prints on my palm.....me taking damn deep breathss.....the tears stopped.....i am so damn angry...and i really want to vent it out.....i harshly removed his hands around my waist...and turned around....he noticed that i am angry......
"I-I really didnt expect that.....u m-misunderstood EACH AND EVERY FCKIN THING...."
He slightly flinched cz of the sudden raise in my voice....
"U fckin could have spoke to me about it but U CHOOSED to decide somethings by u r self....and hurt me to an extent where i felt nothing but pain....."
The tears which stopped started rolling again....I sighed loudly....i wiped my tears harshly and looked at him.....he was crying alot.....
Jungkook pov:
She was so mad...looking at her like that bought even more tears to my eyes....she sighed loudly wiped her tears and looked at me....i was about to hold her hand....but she ran her hand through her thick black short hair.....she is looking outside.....she is trying so damn hard to control her anger.....i can see that...she is taking deep breaths....hot tears making their way through her rosy cheek...she is trying hard...
"Bunss..." thats it a loud sob broke out.....
we were just inches apart....she looked at me....still crying....
"I hate u..." She said and started hitting my chest....issokay....let her vent it....
"I hate u damn alot jeon jungkook....."
She took my collar into her palms....i thought she was gonna hit me hard...so i just closed my eyes but all i felt was a little bit of weight on my shoulder....i opened my eyes and saw her forehead on my shoulder....and her hands still on my collar.....she is still crying.....
i slowly wrapped my hands around her fragile body....she snuggled closer....which made me tighten my grip around her.....she cried for sometime and finally she calmed down...
Jiyoung pov:
As i said i hit him....and finally i hugged him....i felt so damn good.....i fckin felt warmth after a good 8 and half months....i just stayed in his arms....we slowly parted away...his hands still around my waist.....and my hands still on his collar...we both sniffled at a time...which made both us giggle....wahhh his laugh is so damn beautiful.....i heard it after a long long time.....
"Buns...."
He said which made me look at him....
"I think i am gonna get another round of good beatings for doing this but i am willing to take the risk..."
He said and with that he smashed his lips into mine...i was shocked for a second but eventually i melted into the kiss.....it felt right...his lips on mine felt right....we fit together perfectly just like the pieces of a puzzle...
EUPHORIC.....thats what i am feeling now.....we slowly parted away....he leaned forward and placed his forehead on mine...
"I love u bunss..."
Ahhh i wanted to hear it from damn god knows how long....a geniune....happy....smile made its way to my lips...looking at me he smiled...
"I love u too...."
"Will u be my girlfriend...?"
"Wt do u mean by a girl friend?....a just friend who is a girl or a real girlfriend..."
I still clearly remember that day when he told yugyeom i am his girlfriend and he told that i am just a friend who is a gurl....so i just wanted to tease him....
"Ahhh u still remember it...." He said and giggled....
"Of course...."
"Okay so will u be my real real girlfriend....?"
"Yes boss!....."
"Ahhhhh...." He dramatically bought a hand to his heart...
"Can u please say that again..."
"YES BOSS!!!!!!!".....he cupped my face....
"Ahh u r so damn cute!!!!" He said and pecked my lips....then hugged me.....
"FCKING FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!" Someone yelled....we looked at the door and there stood my lovely cousin PARK JIMIN....
"WAHHHH i was waiting for this day....from damn alot of time...finally...AHH GODDD THANKSSS ALOT....."
"Yahhh stop with u r drama..." I said...he came to us....i removed kooks hands around me and hugged jimin....he hugged me back....
"I missed u so much...."
"Me too...."
"Okay enough hugging...." He said and pulled me away from jimin....
"Wahh u jealous brat...." Said jimin
He just ignored it and hugged me from back....
"Okay u guys have a lovely time today i am leaving..." With that jimin left....
"Lets go to my home..." I said....
"Kaja..."
It isnt raining much.....its just drizzling...we closed the cafe and started going to my home...he held my hand tight...i told him about my job and everything....we spoke about alot...
"Ahh finally home!!"
He flopped on the bed...
"Bunsss....can u make me bibimpab..?"
"Yess!!"
I quickly changed my dress...made my hair into a bun and started cooking for him....during the whole process....he was leaching onto me....he hugged me from the back....i told him to go and sit but nah he is so damn stubborn...after cooking we went and sat on the couch....he made me sit on his lap....he asked me to feed him...after eating we just flopped on the bed...
"I love u..."
"Its u r 100th time saying this..."
"If u want i can tell it for another 100 times..."
"Ahhh stop kook..."
"Bunsss when u said yes boss....ahhh i felt a whole zoo park in my belly....keep calling me boss na...."
"No i dont even know why i said yess boss....it just came out....i am not working under u so u arent my boss so i wont call u boss..."
"Ahhaaaa i will change it soon..."
"Bold of u too assume that i will join bighit again..." He glared at me
"Wt u insulted me infront of alot of ppl....i wont work there anymore...."
"U gotta be kidding me...."
"Wt i am serious..."
"We shouldnt care about them bunsss...."
"Ohh really..."
"Yeah..."
I just giggled and said...
"Lets sleep i have work tomorrow...."
"Wt kind of boss makes their employee work on sunday..."
"U shouldnt talk about it kook...."
"YAHHHH!!!!!!!"
