1 1. Life before death

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A woman kick a little girl about ten years old off the bed. "What times is it now? Why do you still sleep like a pig? Get up and clean the house!! I don't rise a pig!" She was kicking the girl while she spoke.

"M-momy please don't hit me.. *sniff I'm sorry!! I will go do it now! *Sob" The little girl begging her mother as she try to not sobbing loudly.

"What? I just kick you a few times, you cry like i was killing you! Shut up! It's really noisy!" The mother give her child one last kicked."Now go to work!" She said crudely at the girls and pulled her out of the room.

The little girl was cleaning the house as her tears still keep flowing down. She was wondering in her mind to why her mother hate her so much? Why she always used violence on her? Where is her father? At school she was make fun of because she had no father, she was bullies because she was weak and poor.

As Nita grew up, her mother still hit her and cursing her everyday. When she was 15 years old, her mother sell her to a rich old man for money. The old man was an impotent, so everyday he will come to her and abused her with every methods he could find.

"Come here b*tch! Your mother already sold you to me! I can do everything to you! Haha today let's play horse. Go on your knees hurry!!" The old man take out a whip and order her to act as a horse.

"Good *Lash *Lash Haha come on! Screams like a horses for me!! *Lash!!" He happily thrashing Nita with all his strength. He didn't care if he hits her untill she die or anything, he just wanted to feels satisfied his inner demon.

"N-neiy..Neiy.." Nita can't win against the old man, she can only bite her lip enduring the pain and screams as she was told. Her tears streaming down like a waterfall, her entire body shaking but still maintain her horse posture. If she make that old man upsets only a bit, he will make her more miserable than just thrashing her.

Nita had try to run a way for many times already but all was failed. And everytime she was catch, he will cut out her flesh and used the saltwater to pour on her. The stinging pain almost kill her. Sometimes she wish to die then she will never had to endured all this pain again.

Then one time after her escape unsuccessful yet again.

"B*tch!! Why did you always trying to escape? I always good to you, give you food and clothes!! Why can't you just bear a little pain for me?!! I need to punished an ungrateful slut like you abit hard this time so you will never think of run away again!! Man! Bring me the knife and the hot stick!" Given order to his man he turned to smile evilly at Nita.

"Master, here is the things that you want" His men bow to him before leaving the room.

The old man used the knife to cut out her flesh little by little. She was screaming for mercy her body was already full of scared was now add yet another many hole on it.

"Oh? You had so manys hole on your body! Hehe let me help you fix it. Hehe" The old man laughing crudely as he used the hot stick to smeared it on her wound.

"Arhhhh!!! Please Master! Please have mercy!! It's so painful...please...for-..give..m..e...I..won't....run away...a..gain..." Because she can't bear the pain anymore, she fainted but the old man still pour the saltwater on her trying to wake her. The pain made her heart stopped beating for a while. It's coincidentally the time that's the old man inspect her.

"What? She just die like this? Men come and throw her away! *Pui what's a weak bi*ch!! I used so much money to buy her but she can't even live for a month" The old man spitting on her body before got out of the room.

She was thrown into the sea, logically she must had die already. But fate still not satisfied enough to end her miserable life.

She was save by a young man. The Young man was the owner of a big underground mafia group. He had a very famous Assassin organization. When Nita was healthy again she was send to that place, because she wanted to repay the young man for saving her life.

She spend three years in that bloody place and become the number one assassin in the organization.

Then the young man saw her potential in business and many others things. So he made her his most trusted person.

Nita was so happy to gained his trusted. She decided to do everything he order perfectly. As time passed by, her gratitude blossom into a young girl love.

Even though her body was full of scared but her face was perfectly fine. So they got together after she confessed her love to him. He always give her the most gentle smile, he was her light her hope her everything.

The more their relationships become more and more intimate, he let's her know more and more of his secrets. He was not a good man and that's she known all a long. No matter what's kinds of person he is, she didn't care because she also a bad person herself.

Everything was going well, but one day.....

*Bang

"W-why?" Nita got shoot by the man her love on the stomach. It's was supposed to be her happiness day. Today was her and his marriage. He wore in black tuxedo he look so handsome...But his expression was like a Satan who was ready to kill her at anytime.

"You know too much." He replied nonchalantly.

"B~but i never thought of revealed anything to anyone. I was v..very...l-loyal to you. Y..yo..u also known that's i love you.." She really, really love him..even though he told her that the wedding will only had her and him, she didn't suspect anything at all. She trying to explained him with so much difficulty because of her wounded.

"But the person i love had never been you!" He throw a boom at her fragile heart.

"B..b..ut we were together for so long. You told me everything, let's me handle most of your work. Isn't that mean you also love me? We also had...*Bang" She had not finished yet he shoot her again, this time was on her legs. Her snow white dress was now dyed ref with her blood. She scream from the pain, blood and tears flow out endlessly

"Do you know that's everytime i touch you, i always wanted to puke!. Your ugly body was the most disgusting things i had ever seen!. Let's me enlightenment you! I hate you and your ugly body the most! I had to act like your lover because of your talents so that you can work whole heartly for me. Now that's i got everything, it's time to get rid off an ugly monster like you. *Bang" This time he shoot her heart wanting to end her life.

Nita feels her sight blurred, she laid on her own blood pool.

"Honey~ Are you done? Let's go! It's time for our honeymoon" A very sexy woman walked toward Adam.

"Yes everything was all done. Let's go and enjoy our sweet times~. Men burned down this church and this ugly monster." Then the duo walked out giggling happily togethers.

Nita was laughing mocking at her life, at her fate. From the moment she was born, she was abused by her own mother, she was sold to the perverte old man to used as his punching bag living in hell everyday. Just as she thought that, she finally found her own happiness. She was facing with a cruel realities. She only his pawn for him to used and was discarded after had no more benefits.

"H..ha..ha..*Cough *Cough I wanted my revenge. I w..ant..them...to felt ...my sorrow...my agonized *Cough *Cough..." She was coughing as her eyes crying blood. Nita didn't close her eyes, she watching the fire engulfed everything including her body...To the last minute of her breathe all she wants was REVENGE!!! Her abusive mother, the cruel old man. The man who save her then send her to the most horrible hell. She wanted all of them got to eat their own medicine!!

Her resentment her angers was heard. She had given another chance to change her fate.....

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Hello this story was my first work. Please i may had manys wrong grammar, as English was not my mother tongue. Well this chapter was for explained how My MC become a Yandere, so it's had all kinds of abused. Please don't report me🙇🙇🙇