Mess Of Emotions

Harley Quinn's POV-

"Uuhhhhh" I sigh.

"Are you sure you're fine after all that?" My best friend Red(Nickname) asks.

"Yeah you've been sighing like that all day." Says my other best friend Kitty(Nickname).

"Its perfectly normal to feel sad aft-" I cut her off.

"I'm fine I'm already over it, why would I still be caught up with that asshole when I got you guys." I give my best smile but they probably see through it.

"Ok we wont push you but if you ever want to talk about it we'll be here for you." Says Red.

'Oh I got the best friends in the world.'

"Its alright but thanks for being so worried about me." I smiled for real this time.

"Come on lets get a group hug." I reach over the counter and bring Red and Kitty into a hug that's a bit uncomfortable but I love it.

*Ding* *Splash*

"Whoops." I say.

"Its fine." Says kitty as she gets the already wet rag from my other spills and cleans the wine I spilled before it could stain.

'Yeah I've been spilling drinks a lot'

Where in the bar that Red owns. I've been staying here moping and crying for a couple of days now.

"Hey, why don't we go outside maybe we can get your mind off him. We can go eat, buy a movie to watch or maybe just walk around." Red suggests

"That's a good idea. Is that ok with you Harley?" Asks Kitty.

"Yeah, I'll go with you." I say.

I put on a basic white T-Shirt and some jean shorts.

Kitty wears a long sleeve black shirt with a kitty playing with yarn on the front with some skinny jeans.

Red wears a white T-Shirt like mine but with a small leaf on her left breast with dark green yoga pants.

Where all wearing casual clothes so no one should notice us.

"Hehehe, You look like a mom Red." I say.

"What? No I don't I look perfectly fine." Refuses Red.

"You kinda do though. Only moms wear yoga pants." Says Kitty.

"What?! That's not true there are a lot of people that aren't moms that wear yoga pants." She says.

"Just admit it your my mommy now." I say.

She blushes slightly when I call her mommy.

"N-Never mind let's just leave already." She says.

She grabs her purse and walks outside.

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While there walking:

"Red, where should we go next?" I ask

We had just left a McDonald's where we ate breakfast.

"Maybe we can go to the store and buy some clothes or something?"

"Oh yeah, I want to dye my hair." I say

"Maybe we can steal something." Says Kitty.

"Ooo Ooo, That'll be fun." I say.

"No stealing today Selina(Catwoman) we are just out here to have fun not commit crimes." Says Red.

"But stealing is fun Pamela(Poison Ivy)." Says Kitty.

"Yeah what she said!" I say.

"No means no guys." She finishes

"Awwww you big party pooper." I say.

"STOP!" Red screams putting her arm in front of me stopping me from stepping forward.

"Huh What?" I ask

"Poor baby." Says Red.

I look down in front of me to see an almost dead flower coming from the crack I was about to step on.

Red kneels down and starts to use her power to help it grow a little.

"Hey are they about to fight?" Random mob 1.

"I don't know maybe?" Random mob 2.

'Ooo A fight?'

"I'm going to go watch the fight." I say

"Ok go ahead but hurry back." Says Red not really paying attention to me.

Kitty is just on her phone and says "Don't forget to record it."

"OK!" I say as I run in the direction of the fight.

*Badump*

My heart starts to race as I see the guy that just got thrown on the floor.

*Badump*

His short black hair, dull gray eyes, pale white skin, and expression that makes him seem tired.

*Badump*

Time seems to slow as I stare at him.

*Badump*

'W-What's happening to me?'

*Badump* *Badump*

It's like what I used to feel for Mr. J But way way worst.

*Badump* *Badump*

Or Better?

*Badump* *Badump*

'I...'

*Badump* *Badump* *Badump*

'I want him.'

*Badump* *Badump* *Badump*

'I need him.'

*Badump* *Badump* *Badump*

'I want him.'

*Badump* *Badump* *Badump*

'I need him.'

*Badump* *Badump* *Badump*

'I want him. I need him.'

*Badump* *Badump* *Badump*

'He can make me feel better.'

'I want him. I need him.'

*Badump* *Badump* *Badump* *Badump*

'He can be all mine.'

*Badump* *Badump* *Badump* *Badump*

'I want him. I need him.'

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As I see the fist of that other thing going to his face I use the strength I never knew I had and ran to him and caught the thing's fist while looking into his eyes.

'He looks...'

'Scared?'

'I-Is he scared of me?'

'Did I Scare him?'

'Is he gonna hate me?'

A punch that would normally throw me back now just feels like a slap from a frail girl hits my cheek so that I'm no longer looking at him.

That thing made me not look at him.

In anger, I lash out at him punching him in the stomach and then kneeing him in the face.

I think I broke some things but I don't care.

I turn to look back at him.

'He still looks scared but...'

My lower stomach starts to churn and I can feel myself getting wet.

'His fear makes me feel... good?

'But why? Why do I feel good from his fear?'

He gets up and starts to run away.

'He looks so cute running from me in fear.'

'Never mind I need to chase him.'

As I was about to chase him someone grabs my arm stopping me.

"Harley you gathered too much attention we have to go."

I try to get myself free by pulling but they pull back.

I turn around and I see Red holding me.

"Harley we have to go now!"

'That Bitch.'

'SHES TRYING TO KEEP ME AWAY FROM HIM'

'I SHOULD KILL HER'

'W-Wait no she's my best friend why would I do that to her?'

'BUT THAT BITCH IS STOPPING ME FROM GOING TO HIM!!'

'Him'

him...

I look back to see him about to run around the corner. Tears fall from my eyes.

"Harley, what's wrong?"

I don't pay attention as I fall on my knees.

'It hurts.'

'But I love it.'

"Harley!"

"Harley, what happened?"

I fall over and the last thing I see is his pale white feet in crocs moving around the corner.

'I'll find you and then we can be together.'

"HARLEY!!"

"Harley!!"

'Forever' This is the last thing I think before everything goes black.

Selina catches her before she falls on the floor and hauls her onto her back.

"Pamela we have to go NOW." She says

Tears in her eyes worried for her best friends and crush Pamela nods gets up and runs away behind Selina.

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Mc POV-

'Fuck my life.'